Sunday, April 29, 2007

What I feel "sin" is!

kids draw



I live in a very small Upstate New York town. Very
small.
The Grade school playground looks out onto the corn
fields...pine trees
flank one side of it.
I often walk out to this playground, after supper;
there, i can see the
open sky and smell
the fresh air.

Here it was September...school had been in session
only a week or so.
The tennis court had just been paved with nice fresh
tar only a week ago,
and none of the lines or
netting had been replaced yet. I walked over to
it...i could see how nice
and pure black it was.

But on this evening's walk, i could see some markings
upon the tar.
I could see, as i came near ...chaulk drawings on it.
I took a closer look..
Yes------some very creative second grade teacher had
just that afternoon,
taken her class
outdoors, on this nice day----and she marked off
six-foot squares, in
chaulk. Then she gave
each kid a handfull of colored chaulk....and then
assigned them all to the
fresh black pavement.
One square per kid; to draw a drawing and sign their
name!

Now, here, i came across the 7 pm result, of this
endevor.
Drawings.i could see---- maybe thirty colored
drawings. One per student.

MY!...what a difference between them! Some were drawn

with great care
and of great talent...some were done in haste...and
some drawings were only
of a cuss-word or two, and maybe some sharp angry
jagged lines. A social
worker
might call these angry kids "dysfunctional"!

And----i recognized most of the last names. These
were the Children of
all the
townspeople...people that i grew up with.

As i stood admiring a couple of Very talented
drawings...done by some
of my relative's children....
---A Spiritual inspiration came to me!!

---As if these children were the SOULS of the
townspeople, and what was
drawn out, was an
expression of the Quality of these Souls! ---as if
the whole of their years
of living their lives,
were summerized, somehow, in these drawings!
I took this analogy further....

In second grade, one is learning how to draw...after

all, kids are
kids!----half-ripe fruit can only
HINT at the fullness of the taste, of its
ripeness-to-come, in time.
They WILL make mistakes!
Ya learn art..or life....by doing.
One earns how to Draw..by the very act of drawing.

Same as with life!
No one will "go to Hell'..for their sins or mistakes.

We are Artists....on
the lower levels of
spirit..Learning How To Draw. Someday..we all will
progress,
to becoming , I guess..what the Bible says..."to
become Co-creators, with
God...in his
heaven celestial, with Him"!!

But right now....we are just beginning.
We must be free to try anything!
Do anything!
It is "OK"!! It is ok to make mistakes and to "mess
up" the drawings! If
feedback-from-life, is
needed---life will, in due time, supply this------as
Soul reality
follows laws and rules--Spiritual laws and rules.
Many call these rules..."KARMA"!....or, "dharma.
Thus, if mistakes are made..life, itself, will give
to us some feedback.

So---we all ought to become as creative as
possible...as
"creativeness"..surely
must be the very at the very heart of what constitutes

"one's Soul"!

So i salute all you Creative people out there..trying
Something
New..Something Different---not
afraid of Censure by others or of failure. This
time...in the late
1990s..surely
must be of a "Golden Age"...of Trying Something New"!
..to Enrich the collective Oversoul of Mankind,
through all this diversity
of Creations.

As i surf the net...i see many very creative posts
and sites...I am
utterly amazed!.
In my little room, on Main Street.....Interlaken..pop
700
---I have a window upon things that were not even
DARED to be thought
of...let
alone tried...in the 1950s!!!

the highest highs..the lowest lows...are of a mouse
click away!
But who but Spirit can say what is "good" art...or of
"bad" art!
"White and Black needs to be next to each
other"---even just to show these
sentences of PRINT!!

"We all need a Pole Star, to align our Compasses by:
if the compass is held
closely to our
Iron belt-buckle,......this compass will only point to

ourselves"!

I have had a Dream, recently, of being taken..somehow
out of my earthly
body---to see and
experience a creative healing center/hospital, in the
lower heavens---where
some people go, after
death, to begin the healing process, and make up on
some of the
opportunities-missed, to grow-in-
Soul, while they were living, back on earth.
I have the vision, if you would like me to send
it...please e-mail
me!... freestonew@h...

endtimes: how can I go on living after such bad psychic News!

How can I enjoy the rest of my short life after having an
Earthchange Vision?


what is the use of loving physical
life,
knowing that the endtimes/earthchanges
may ruin it?!

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hello, everyone!!

someone asked me, yesterday, about my
latest end time vision.
She more or less says that " why go on
living...why
enjoy life, knowing that bad times are ahead,
and oblivion for us all"

Spirit once gave to me an answer for that
question!!

I was living in upstate new york at the time.
it was May, late may, and the springtime leaves were
at their best...gloriously may days, late in may, of
soft blue skies
and lush new leaves, everywhere.
the air smelled so sweet and all the birds were
chiripping overtime, in song.
But i had just had yet ANOTHER one of my end
time visions...that very morning!! There was strong
inference that very soon much of the earth's surface
could become ruined for life!
----and I now, by early afternoon, had walked
out into the countryside, from the 600 people town that
i was living in. I wanted to get out and pray and meditate
upon that dream...a dream that killed all hope, a dream
that says all will die. How could I feel "good" about
enjoying what could become ruined very soon? How could
i even enjoy this spring lovelyness that is now all about
me, knowing that
all of the plants could become dead from, say, volcanic
ash and clouds?!

so as i walked along this road, in the early springtime
glory....at the warmest time of
day...i asked this same question, in prayer, to Spirit,
this lady asks
me....."why even go on living"?!!

---and Spirit gave me an answer! probably a guide whispered
it to me, as I heard the
Inner Voice Speak!
it said, more or less........
Yes, you had yet another dream of
everything dying in the endtimes, Freestone.
Dust and brown and dead wood and dead cities, everywhere.
oh how depressing!
but look before you, Freestone!
there you see spring in all its glory!
and---you know that in only a very few
months, winter
will come and Frost everything Dead!!
the winds will blow black clouds and the snow
WILL fall, covering everything in still deathlike
silence, at ten degrees above zero farenheit.
Winter WILL win, as it always does every fall,
in upstate new york.
But you enjoy the summer, Freestone, do you not---knowing

that this winter to come, in only five month, will win out
over the life of summer's warmth??!! [frost can come
in september, in upstate ny!!].....
you know that all of it will die.
But you also know that there will be
another spring and summer, next year! There will
always be a summer nine months ahead, every fall of the year.
so enjoy this one...while it lasts...
You are supposed to, being this earth is a classroom to
use for to grow your Soul in!
High school art class may only last an hour a day, five
days a week: use it to learn Art in. Summer only lasts
four months every year, enjoy it!

and if the earth were to die?
why there will be yet another "earth" in
spirit for
you to enjoy, after you die...the heaven worlds
of spirit!
and this one will have an EVERLASTING summer....
so use the earthly "summer" to train you to
see the
Real Eternal Summer, in heaven, after you
die! and after all, even if the earth has no
endtimes that
the prophets warn of...YOU will have your
very own personal endtime, some day soon----!!

your death!

thus the REAL question, here, is..."how can i go on
living,
knowing that i will die, someday, and all of my life's
work will be gone, and all my
life's future hopes and dreams will then be for not?!!"

we all, each of us, have our personal
endtimes, our
very personal rapture!! some people will end
time before the endtimes!!

there.

a good answer!
so go out and enjoy your senior year in high
school, the art classes;
even knowing that very soon the Graduation
will occur
and you WILL move off to College, across the
Great River, never never, to come back to sit in
the
homeroom
of High school #666!!

freestone
_________________
Imagine how one's life was an Incredible life, if it was not: make it so!

Monday, April 23, 2007

two visions ofa great spirit outpouring upon the world, soon.

hi all.
here are two dreams from my other site, not given out before becasue the Formatter
made a mess of the writings!
these two are about a "great outpouring of spirit upon us all, soon, as of 2002..2004.


please read my further comments at the end of the writups!





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A post I made, today, on the Prophecies forum http://forum.prophecies.us/index.php [come sign up!] hi all. Last night I had a dream where I was told that something is going to save America from ruin...In 2 to 3 years! I begin a new thread, here, about this, as this post is sort of a "continuation" of my last night's depressing post about Los Angeles and the fate of America, where L A has gone down and crazy. http://forum.prophecies.us/viewtopic.php?t=11009 [quote] Today I had a small discouging talk with a friend, This guy spoke at length to both of us about what it is like for him to live in L. A. this guy says that most of downtown is "beyond dead", where L A is now, new York will be in 7 years and the rest of the country will be in another 7 years!"...They say. This guy , I learned, also sees that the whole of this country will be living like Iraq, in five years...Sporadic electric, and terror rules. Each person yet alive, who wants to survive, will have to Learn How To Kill! my point was.... ---that a country or a civilization gets Old too! You measure that man by his younger years, not the last five miserable years of his life! all apples Rot, eventually: countries too. sometimes a country can get a "second wind" by having someone throw all of the rules away and then re-write the books, so that Meaning can be re-enabled. This person, historically, has a Name. It is called "A DICTATOR"! To cut the Gordian knot, you have to have one sword. One man has to Rule: Mussolini made the trains run on time, in 1938 Italy. The common person got so tired of all the social messes that they all elected him to Set Things Right! [/quote] depressing, isn't it?! Well, this here Freestone had another dream last night where I visited astral and heaven realms, and I was Told something. [where most people seem to have "psychological" dreams, I seem to now have dreams where nearly ever single night I deal with heaven and hell *as* a personal dream experience, where the "scenery" for my dreams IS in heaven and hell!] Most of the first part of this dream was apparently visiting a large room full of people who were in an atmosphere like the room was a bar, a pub in the lower astral. At the rear of this room was a large open door, about 30 feet in size, partly filled with rocks with "entities" standing guard. I say "entities" as most of these things were not human beings! They looked a bit like those demons in some computer games. I was told that this door was a portal into Hell. [again: hell is, and exists, anyone who does not recognize this, is like a person who sits down in a subway train next to a "devious" looking guy with a box with wires sticking out of it, and Not Notices!] Then, after I left this terrible scene, as probably all of the people in this room were cuddling up next to hell, as they lived a life directing them to soon enter this place, I had a long long talk with someone, a someone who I will call, here, a "Mentor"! Question and answers, for hours, I wish that I could remember what he said! Mostly on spirit matters and of the Lay of the astral lands. He *did* say one thing, just sort of "offhand" but to me this bit of info is triplely worth the whole dream. he says.... "There will be a very great Spiritual, religious, revival, in America, in 2 to 3 years"! Then I woke up, dawn had arrived, and now I know my Answer to Los Angeles!! For....There is yet another way that a civilization can get a "second wind"! And...interestingly enough, this solution does have the Tone of "dictatorship"! For one has to have some outside Authority, greater than the mess the country seems to be headed for, to give transcendent authority to turn things around. For the "masses", this revival might look just like the standard Bible-thumping Fundamentalist/Charasimic revival, except that the scope of this will sweep through the whole land, seeming spontaneously! *Everyone* will be involved. For the Older Souls, there will be a revival of the Spiritualist groups, with much mediumship and channelings, the old spiritualist camps will be renewed. New age "religions" too, will get a Boost. But for the average person, of younger soul age, meaning 80% of us, the revival will look just like that, a "revival". I get the feeling that this will not be just some little increase either! It will appear as a kind of "tidal wave" or "earthquake", making radical changes in all of our ways of life, utterly! The liberal "left" people, who are agnostic or atheist, will be in deeeep trouble, as they all will be left behind [pun intended, ala "left behind", as in "Rapture"!] for maybe "rapture" might be an analogy indeed: "rapture while still living on earth"....Where everyone is, or knows someone, who is utterly filled with the Holy Ghost Spirit! Maybe years later, when the historians look back at this revival, they will compare the revival to an "earthquake", or a "tidal wave", and then compare the prophecies that were rampant during the years leading up to this revival, where for about ten years, Seers both modern and ancient were seeing literal earthquakes, tidal waves, asteroids. The historians might then see that these prophecies were SYMBOLIC of the Great Revival!! This revival, I think, will have the same effect upon our lives, symbolicly, *as* the Foreseen prophecies of the 90s and the early 2000s! thus morals and ethics will be the unwritten, and written, law of the land, and everyone of us will "report for duty" so to speak, to "line up in formation with brooms in hand, like rifles at the ready, at dawn", so to speak, to begin to clean up our streets, physically and ethically, all across our country. The sounds of hammers nailing boards will be the Song heard all across the country, fixing up the infrastructure, *and* our morals! Not all people will like this, as indeed there is a "dictator" here, at the very Top, God himself! There will be people who will NOT like to know that there is something greater, out there, that will tell them what to do and how to live, as well as what to think and what to feel! Of course this here Freestone is only guessing as to HOW this revival will manifest. [this is the problem with prophecy-givers, they often receive a prophecy, then they add their own interpretation to it, but the writing out of their prophecy ends up where no one can separate their interpretation from the actual Given prophecy! People then think that his prophecy, ALL of it, came from spirit, whereas in many cases only a little of it came from spirit. We read, instead, his personal biases at work!] I was only told...."A great religious revival in 2 or 3 years". There was no indication as to how this comes out, plays out, or even how this will occur, or what will be the focus. I add my own guesses, trying to "over-dramatize" a bit, as I feel from what my Mentor told me, that this Revival will be Immense and sweeping! My descriptions of it, try to give a feel as to how I think that this might play out. furthermore.... as "time" works differently in spirit than it works here, those "2 or 3 years", given by spirit time table reckonings, might play out, here on earth, to be 3 to 6 years! Yes, as in the Bagavegeta, where Krishna Comes, due to the prayers of the Saints over how badly down the ethics had become, and Krishna says... In every Age where darkness clouds so thick that even the devout have trouble, I Come to renew the Light! *this* is a major way a dying civilization gets a second wind and rejuvenates. And...I was Told by this spirit Mentor, that something of this nature will occur in America in 2 to 3 years! Hoooray! maybe some, or all, of the hoped for Ideals, of the older souls, will become "working policy", of our government and social authority people. Better yet: have this "revival" so inner and utter, to all of us, that no laws or policy is needed, we all just Want to do social changes! environment, drugs, abortion, homelessness, families....There are SO many issues. Maybe at this time some of them will be addressed. freestone ==========

[the SECOND DREAM]
....Oh what Interesting astral travel, OBE, dreams I had last night!! *that*, sports fans...Is the Understatement of the year!!! Yes, I am amazed at my dream experiences. Only I do not call these experiences dreams as they are Experiences. There were several last night. .....A Guide appeared to me and this guide wanted to show to me how sleeping people are guided into having OBE experiences, to see astrally the earthplane and to see heavenworlds too! The two of us then went to a lady's house where she was sleeping and shortly thereafter, the three of us were floating twenty feet above the road in front of her rural home. I went, with her upwards several hundred feet and then I saw what she saw: she peered upwards at the glowing stars, but what became apparent was, as if she were peering DOWN onto earth's landscape from about 500 feet. But the land that she saw was a land in Heaven! Instead of stars she saw hundreds of dwellings and forests and fields, of heavenland!! My guide then told me..."Now that she has seen that heaven is real.....Lets hope she remembers this upon awakening we ought to give to her a Memory that she can recall, later, after she awakes. If she can remember this dream that is NOT a dream, of heaven, she could then, in her life, always know that she will go to heaven after she dies, and then not be so caught up in the identification with the material world's values! then we hit her head real hard so that she, while yet asleep, could actually feel the blows and thus she would wake up: my guide was afraid that if she kept on sleeping, she would awaken in the morning and not remember this experience of experiences! thus we both hit her and she woke up, this dream now burned into her memory! ...My next out of body dream scene. The two of us, guide and myself, were somewheres in the state of Texas, by a lake, the guide showing me a ruins, in a field, of some sect's camp. It was obvious, to me, that this place, this burnt out place, was once a religious "camp" of some kind [Koresh/Branch davidrarians-Waco??!] then both of us flew eastwards over the wooded, fielded, landscape to....A black couple, in their home, somewheres in Louisiana! The black man wanted to keep looking for work in the oil fields and she wanted to go home to mother, east of the river: they were about to split, we listened to the arguments: this marriage will not work! .....Next scene. A man in a lab somewheres, we talked about how the material that he is working with is....Speakers for a sound system...A copy of the earth's speakers but made of a different material than of the physical. [this place is in the afterlife. Probably a lab for making speakers for audio systems that exist *in* heaven. yes, stereo and computers in the afterlife!!]. inference: that speakers exist in heaven, probably computers and the internet too!! They may not look like the earthly counterparts, but serve the same function. ...Next scene. An amazing place, looked like a large "church social meeting hall with dining tables filling the hall" all the 100+ tables had white tablecloths, with dishes and food. then, many many people came in and sat down to eat and to socialize. It became apparent soon that me and my guide were at some large social gathering of MEDIUMS! Most were women, and nearly all were heavy and weighed about 200 pounds each, if they were people of earth: but they were residents of a heavenrealm so that weight does not matter! This meeting was in one of the heavenworlds. [once a pyschic at a Spiritualist camp in new York state told me that this is so, that most psychics and mediums are a bit heavy..."Overweight" as the more body cells that one has, the more astral ectoplasim spirit matter can be generated by their bodies so to connect with the spirit world with!] I sat at the very back end table, at the very very left end. I sat there perhaps as I was "new", or perhaps that all the mediums were RESIDENTS of heavenworld and I was not! The lady to my immediate right was a 250 pound black "mamie"...She had about ten small "babies" all around her, in the air, floating in the air! She must either be a "mother" in another place, in spirit, where the babies go if they die, on earth, very young, *as* a baby, or that she oversees a bunch of babies on earth, as a guide, and these babies around her are the astral projections of her charges, sleeping in various cribs, in homes, on the earth! .......Next scene. A more or less "formal" meeting between me, my guide, and a group of people from this medium meeting. These were the leaders of this group of people. All of them wore white robes that had a faint but distinctive tinge of green to the color, a certain type of green that I have seen before in books of spirits, a green that means..."Healers of soul-conditions"! our talk? it was about how I am Joining with them, becoming one of the members of this group. There was inference that the Purpose of this group, one group amongst many similar groups, in heaven, now....Was to have each member go to the earthplane, in spirit, to be Guides to living people, one on one. They talked of a Great Oncoming Event, here on earth, in a year or three, an event that could be much like the PENTECOST a few weeks after Jesus's death, where the Pentecostal "dove" descends, spirit outpours down upon the earthsphere and heaven and earth become *very* very close. the earth's people will have a huge spiritual revival and the New Religion will be a "Spiritualist" religion where everyone will have a direct perception of spirit and their own connections with spirit. There will be guides for each person. "a few months to a year or so, from now"...I had the feeling. However "time" has a different flow in heaven, so that "one year" in heaven, could be ten years here on earth!! so from what I have overheard, sports fans.....In my being with these souls, that there will be very very soon, maybe in a year, maybe in ten years...This great GREAT outpouring of spirit upon the earth and vast numbers of guides will contact the earthpeoples. It will be like that great outpouring of spirit upon the disciples shortly after Jesus ascended, and the Gifts of spirit were given. To each person, though, not like of a whole church or nation. Each person will have the Awakening of his soul into constant communion with Spirit, spirits, and the spirit world, *while* living on earth!!
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2007 comments:
now that you all have trawled through that mess of a writing, I now feel why perhaps that as of April 2007, there seems to be little of this "outpouring"
to show!

I feel, myself, that the end times, or the earthchanges, where to have begun in early 1996, and I have read other psychics say that they have Recieved messages that the end times has been delayed, as well as me, myself.

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[Mother Mary]
here
...."It is this awareness, these decisions and
understanding that has benefitted the whole of
humanity. The many disasters I told you about in past
messages have been delayed and minimized to such an
extent that a grace period has been granted humanity.
You will find that the next few
years will be given to you in order that you may be
ready and prepared in total. You will have an
extension of up to ten years. During the
ten-year grace period, there will still be many storms
and the weather will continue to be erratic and
unusual. People will lose their life because
of the weather and because of natural disaster. People
will continue to comment on the weird and unusual
weather. Scientists will give many
explanations, but none will be able to tell you
exactly what is happening with Mother Nature.

It is still my wish that all be prepared for any
eventuality. It is my desire that you remain prepared
for any emergency which could arise. When
you remain prepared both spiritually and physically,
you are ready to help others. You are ready to do your
part to bring calmness and peace
into chaotic situations. You are more than ready to be
of service to mankind, and in so doing you are ready
to be of service to God.

The year 2012 will be a year of monumental change,"
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thus as the 2002...2003 time period comes, those 1996 earthchanges would have
gotten to be very severe. more and more people die, and these people, before they incarnated, had set up their lives to die in about 1999 to 2004. to die of "Earthchanges".
but no earthchanges came, thus millions of people, in america alone, are now living beyond the end of their lives, thus their life force was in great danger of Running out"!
[this life force is given to a soul before their birth, and set in stone, the amount of it]
thus I feel that this "GREAT SPIRIT OUTPOURING" is where Spirit gave us all much much more life force, individually, so that each of us can continue to live, to live until maybe the 2012 that appears to be set in stone. thus we all have more time to learn our lessons, to grow in spirit. So this is why this Outpouring was not seen, as this outpouring was to give to us all more life force energy, to enable each of us to continue to live.

but there is a "darkness' to this! as many people are not so self-disiplined, it might very well be that for these people the energy "shorts to the lowest chackras", that for many this energy would come out as ANGER as now some angy thought or feeling is now EMPOWERED ever the more, the horse runs out of the barn before the
farmer can stop it.
[example: maybe the Virgina shooter, or the Colinbine kids!]
thus this might well explain why there has been, now for years, a feeling of anger that saturates much of our lives!
[got to focus and direct this Spirit-given life-force energy to "higher" ends!]

So, many of us had escaped an early death and maybe not even knew this, in the late 90s and up till now.

freestone

Wednesday, April 18, 2007

--the book of the kinds of souls, and the Homeless!

I had a very interesting dream the other night!

very short. A Guide opened a book and i saw him turn
the pages, i only saw the outlines of what he wanted
to aquaint me with. The book was a "book in heaven",
a spiritual text for people in heaven to read,
apparently!

The book was made up of small chapters with a diagram
or picture at each of the Headings of each chapter and
each chapter may have only been a page or two.

subject?

---the Sequence of the Qualities of Souls! Perhaps
the progression of souls. a "species book" of the
types of Souls.

the first chapters were about the animals, their
souls. then it began the descriptions of each of the
types
of human souls, from the very YOUNGEST to the OLDEST.
As if there were some heavenly way to tell how old a
soul was, in its progression, its spiritual growth.
[the more spiritual growth a soul has done, in its
lives on earth: the older it is]

actually, this book delt with the OVERSOUL, the soul
that incarnates that series of lives on earth, where
each incarnation has a "soul". thus this oversoul, is
the soul of each incarnational soul.
thus, if, say, i lived 100 past lives on earth, my
oversoul would be that "central soul" that is that
soul of all of these Incarnations: this book was of a
kind of "species book", showing the different kinds of
oversouls, ranked by age, from youngest to oldest.
there was no apparent description, that i could read,
as to how a oversoul would progress from one level of
soul-type to a next level. i only saw the pictures,
probably this information is in the text!
I was very Intrigued about the LAST life in the
series, the last soul-stage. this was the last
picture before the final page, which showed that the
next and last stage was Union with God: white
Light...no more Form, even a subtle soul-form...thus
no more incarnations EVEN DOWN INTO THE CELESTIAL
HEAVENS, from the God-levels, is possible, once the
oversoul unions with God!! there is no more soul from
this point on!
the last oversoul picture...shows that FIVE oversouls
get to form the matrix for a earthly incarnation's
soul: the AVATAR, probably...the "Second Coming" of
the Christ, perhaps!!
someday.

I thought a bit about this dream, all of the next day.
On the bus, two homeless guys got on and sat down
near the alcoholic who got on at the mall. this
alkie, i felt, had a somewhat older oversoul than the
two homeless guys, but his incarnational soul was a
bit ruined by his life-centered-around-drink! Oh what
a sad depressing look on his face! a life-long crying
jag, in slow motion, as if he bawled slowly slowly, in
a tone so slow that i can not be heard!
[take a tape of music and slow the playbackspeed way
way down: the music not only gets real slow, but the
tone gets deeper towards the base notes. eventually,
if slowed enough, the music can not even be heard.]
THIS was the nature of this alkie's crying session!
life long, in slow slow motion: in his world the sun
NEVER shines!
He got off at the Hard Liquor Store...only whiskey,
gin, or Vodka, maybe, can now dull his Pain!

the two homeless guys were left. i noted how
"putty-like" were their faces! no one home.
everything in their souls seemed to be down at the
base of their Chackras: survival and sex, but in a
kind of "asleepness".
i suspect souls of this soul-age would thrive best if
the civilization around them was "older" in soul than
they AND this civilization was given Power over
people, in a Fashist manner where the individual was
deemed less less important than the society! read:
the Mayan Indian city-state, where each and every
personal function was dictated by the culture and the
culture was set up by the Gods, channeled though the
priests!
In this culture, and in similar cultures, the
society/civilization evolved the individuals.
a good SCAFFOLD for young souls to evolve by, a good
trellis for the rose plant to climb up into the
sunlight upon.

BUT!!
in a culture where the Individuals are OLDER in soul
than the culture, and the old souls in this culture
are active in "taking the old fossilized-in-the-past,
culture, that remains from the past, APART".....the
very young souls are litterally like a boat with out a
Compass, rudder, or even a wheel!!

when the old souls take the snake-skin of an
culture, off, in order to individually grow to the
next soul-stage, the younger souls amogst them Suffer,
as they can not vibrate to that octave of high level
soul, yet, as they are still in a younger "grade" of
soul-evolution. thus what scaffolding that WAS there
for them, is removed by all of the old souls, as these
old souls have outgrown it.
[seen on a 1994 Ithaca car bumper, an old sticker from
some old Campaign..."GET those Christmas Carols OUT of
our Schools"!]
[comment by a New york city teacher, 1995:...."how CAN
i possibly teach the Christmas tradition to my
classroom kids?! I have 30 kids and EACH one of them
come from a different country and from a different
culture? WHATEVER i would teach them, or do with
them, about Christmas, would be DEEPLY offensive to
some of them!"]
no map, anyway, no one to Guide them, the very young
souls, in our culture, today!
----the rose plant spawls upon the ground: no trellis
to climb upon.
so if these two homeless guys had a terrible
childhood, where even THAT type of "trellis" is not
there for them, why they litterally fall through the
cracks of our society and Homeless Shelter is where
they end up in!!
reform?
they would have to find a "trellis" and climb it!
give up what little "individuality" that they have and
slaviously "identify" with some "trellis", and let
this "older in soul than they" trellis, evolve them
upwards!
a Christian Fundamentalist cult, perhaps. the army.
Sun-Moon sect. Alcoholics Anominoious, perhaps.
I think that ANY Cult would do!
even "THAT" one, the One that irks you the most!
pure gold for very young souls....Training Wheels on
the bycycle ARE necessary, for some, even IF you do
not need them! the only "sin" about Cults is
when one still insists upon the training wheels after
one outgrows them!

-"kids draw", my take on what our life on earth means!

kids draw



I live in a very small Upstate New York town. Very
small.
The Grade school playground looks out onto the corn
fields...pine trees
flank one side of it.
I often walk out to this playground, after supper;
there, i can see the
open sky and smell
the fresh air.

Here it was September...school had been in session
only a week or so.
The tennis court had just been paved with nice fresh
tar only a week ago,
and none of the lines or
netting had been replaced yet. I walked over to
it...i could see how nice
and pure black it was.

But on this evening's walk, i could see some markings
upon the tar.
I could see, as i came near ...chaulk drawings on it.
I took a closer look..
Yes------some very creative second grade teacher had
just that afternoon,
taken her class
outdoors, on this nice day----and she marked off
six-foot squares, in
chaulk. Then she gave
each kid a handfull of colored chaulk....and then
assigned them all to the
fresh black pavement.
One square per kid; to draw a drawing and sign their
name!

Now, here, i came across the 7 pm result, of this
endevor.
Drawings.i could see---- maybe thirty colored
drawings. One per student.

MY!...what a difference between them! Some were drawn

with great care
and of great talent...some were done in haste...and
some drawings were only
of a cuss-word or two, and maybe some sharp angry
jagged lines. A social
worker
might call these angry kids "dysfunctional"!

And----i recognized most of the last names. These
were the Children of
all the
townspeople...people that i grew up with.

As i stood admiring a couple of Very talented
drawings...done by some
of my relative's children....
---A Spiritual inspiration came to me!!

---As if these children were the SOULS of the
townspeople, and what was
drawn out, was an
expression of the Quality of these Souls! ---as if
the whole of their years
of living their lives,
were summerized, somehow, in these drawings!
I took this analogy further....

In second grade, one is learning how to draw...after

all, kids are
kids!----half-ripe fruit can only
HINT at the fullness of the taste, of its
ripeness-to-come, in time.
They WILL make mistakes!
Ya learn art..or life....by doing.
One earns how to Draw..by the very act of drawing.

Same as with life!
No one will "go to Hell'..for their sins or mistakes.

We are Artists....on
the lower levels of
spirit..Learning How To Draw. Someday..we all will
progress,
to becoming , I guess..what the Bible says..."to
become Co-creators, with
God...in his
heaven celestial, with Him"!!

But right now....we are just beginning.
We must be free to try anything!
Do anything!
It is "OK"!! It is ok to make mistakes and to "mess
up" the drawings! If
feedback-from-life, is
needed---life will, in due time, supply this------as
Soul reality
follows laws and rules--Spiritual laws and rules.
Many call these rules..."KARMA"!....or, "dharma.
Thus, if mistakes are made..life, itself, will give
to us some feedback.

So---we all ought to become as creative as
possible...as
"creativeness"..surely
must be the very at the very heart of what constitutes

"one's Soul"!

So i salute all you Creative people out there..trying
Something
New..Something Different---not
afraid of Censure by others or of failure. This
time...in the late
1990s..surely
must be of a "Golden Age"...of Trying Something New"!
..to Enrich the collective Oversoul of Mankind,
through all this diversity
of Creations.

As i surf the net...i see many very creative posts
and sites...I am
utterly amazed!.
In my little room, on Main Street.....Interlaken..pop
700
---I have a window upon things that were not even
DARED to be thought
of...let
alone tried...in the 1950s!!!

the highest highs..the lowest lows...are of a mouse
click away!
But who but Spirit can say what is "good" art...or of
"bad" art!
"White and Black needs to be next to each
other"---even just to show these
sentences of PRINT!!

"We all need a Pole Star, to align our Compasses by:
if the compass is held
closely to our
Iron belt-buckle,......this compass will only point to

ourselves"!

I have had a Dream, recently, of being taken..somehow
out of my earthly
body---to see and
experience a creative healing center/hospital, in the
lower heavens---where
some people go, after
death, to begin the healing process, and make up on
some of the
opportunities-missed, to grow-in-
Soul, while they were living, back on earth.
I have the vision, if you would like me to send
it...please e-mail
me!... freestonew@h...

--an Evaluation center for newly arrived souls from the earth plane

Saturday, April 05, 2003

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WHAT AN AMAZING DREAM LAST NIGHT!

yes another dream, sports fans, another dream where i
went into the astral heavens, into the afterlife
realms.....

I can recall, after i woke up, where I began to
experience this Place. it was some kind of "testing
center for newly arrived souls that had just come up
from the earth, just after they died or maybe just
after they had gotten past the "orientational phase"
of the afterlife." it seemed to be where
"psycho-social assesment" takes place---in the words
of Social Work jargon. where souls are evaluated for
where to go to next, in their heavenly progressions!
A Guide or guides took me on a kind of tour. I
followed one soul, in his testings, i was told that
ALL souls, here, go through the same routine. The
person was first taken downstairs to a room. he had to
walk down a few steps onto a "funny-looking' floor.
"funny-looking" all right.....He ended up wading up to
his waist in what looked like mud full of garbage, and
WORSE! yuuuuch!
He was then told that this mud-stuff represented his
Uncounsciuosness that was full of the "shit' of
unworked-out life-stuff! [a christian might very very
well call this stuff...."SIN-stuff"!]
all and any "unrepentant, unworked out, stuff", in the
life spent on earth!!
Then he was taken to another room. there was a wall
covered with what looked like ART PAPER , from the
floor up to about eye-level. it *was* blank white
drawing art paper, as this person was given a Palette
with about ten colors of oil-paint and a brush. he was
told to "paint just the colors of his choice, in
smears, anywheres on the paper". when he did so, there
were about four or six areas with a painted blotch:
were not large as the paints on this palette only were
small blobs of color. The Evaluation-team then
pondered what he painted! i was then told that "where
on the wall and what colors and anything else,
there"....showed *utterly* to the counselors what
stuff this soul was made of!! all spiritual Qualities
Revealed!! then this souls went off to see a counselor
to have his "next" heaven-level given to him, to go
to, according to what was discovered from the
"mud-room" and the colors.

I followed a number of souls, being evaluated. all of
them had "mud" up to their waist and sometimes this
mud had "unwholesome-looking stuff" floating in it!
then the guide turned to me and said....."while you
are here and before you soon go back to your body,
lets do YOU, to see where you stand, now"[!!]
...so down to that mud-room! this time I walked into
that floor, not watching someone else.
...funny.....the "mud" was mud-colored, but it was
only about 1/10th of an inch thick...like of a brown
rug! then that painting wall....
I placed about five colors on the wall, but
Interesting, in my dream-perception, i recall painting
the blobs of color way up high, actually partway off
of the paper, way up above head-level!
I could now sense that the guides were "shaking their
heads"!!
they then told me that I was a very very old soul,
such that I was even now "cleared"...[as in "security
clearance"] to go, after death, to the Golden
Celestial level, of heaven DIRECTLY, and that
..."when you are There, you can do *anything*"!! they
gave to me a number..."72". [not my grade...some
other...???? meaning!]

I awoke.
! ! ! ....??
my! what do i think of *that* dream, sports fans?!
well after a day of thinking and Prayer, i have come
to this: since i was told, in that may 13th 2002,
dream, that i have one year to live, this dream
probably has bearing upon that. only a month or three
till may 13th!!
"do anything"...also infers..."gotta choose SOMETHING,
as there will be no focus"!
so i meditated as to *what* i would DO, if told this,
in heaven after i die! my first thought would be that
I would be Estatic to be able to ascend to the
Celestial Realm, now! the very immediate "next"
feeling that i had, *would have*, would be that it
would also be wonderfull if everyone that i knew would
be able to come with me; sharing the Blessing with
all. Wince! my soul-age, must be in the top 20% of the
human race, and lots of people I know, and know
of...would be of *much* younger soul-age! they could
never be able to come with me unless they "evolved"
their soul, greatly.
There are, however, vast vast "schools of progression"
in the heavenRealms, so i read, and have experienced,
in my visions....places where souls Learn, Grow,
progress.

....a few years ago, Sathya Sai baba appeared, in a
dream and he asked me..."do you, freestone, want to be
a helper, to help progress millions of souls"?! [baba,
and the Masters need all the help that they can
enlist, no doubt: the need *IS* great!]

...so I made a prayer...."Father, I say "yes" to
helping the Guides and Angels and Jesus, in this
activity. helping souls "get up to speed' for the
celestial.
so i asked, again...."where"?! " I could live longer,
on earth, or come up in that few months ahead, so i
ask you, Spirit, that YOU choose where: stay longer on
earth...or die at the Time Given to me, according to
WHERE I WOULD BE THE MOST OF "HELP"
to the "progressions of souls"!

there. *that* is the Ultimate, for me, "paper cover
rock, rock break scissors"! this choice will decide
all future acts: helping baba...Jesus...the masters,
to progress millions of souls.

I let a few people's memorys-of-them, run through my
mind: the people i met, over the years.
....."twinkle-toes", a man in 1992 Gainesville, who
always seemed to
act like he missed his bus by three minutes, always a
raincloud over his head!
.....a friend who i gave a copy of one of my Visions
of heaven, dreams; and he wrote an e-mail to me..."we
BOTH know, freestone, that YOU do not know what you
are talking about"....and did not even sign the
email!!!!
.....the 689,000 kids who listen to "anger-rap" music,
and feel utterly *like* the music, each and every day
all of the time!
....that bookstore person, last week, who is 78 years
old and crying
all of the time...[death-denial]!
....the 3000+ tallahassee Homeless people.
.....the many CEOs and high-powered lawyers who made
lots of $$$$ off of shareholders, making old people go
back to work!
[I could fill 500 more pages of people!]

yes, what about *these* people? who is gonna hold
their hands, when they arrive into a lower heaven?
or...
can i do anything for them all, HERE, *now*, while
still alive on earth, if only to just smile at them
and say to them all a "kind word", when i meet them on
the bus?!

so this is what is what, on April 5th!

I will Pray to accept an "extension"! to live a long
time, yet, on earth.




my main weblog is
"my life after near death experiences"
http://freestone.blogspot.com
I will be posting, there, nearly each day!

freestone

=====

--a soul-rescue experience

Rescue dream last night!

I awoke to find my self on what looked like a vast
plowed field, of grey dirt that looked plowed under,
done a while ago and barren of any plant. there was a
man standing in front of me and i could see that there
was fog all around as if there was a small circle
about 50 feet across where there was no fog: just him
and I, in a circle of clearness surrounded by fog,
where the dirt ground was plowed.
I said "hello" and he half-awakedly replied back to
me. i then recalled, in the dream, that i was sent
here by a group of people for some reason, a reason
having to do with this man on the field. some
counseling group somewhere were concerned about his
welfare, that he was lost in some way...My "higher
self" knows much much more than even my dream
self....as to what was going on here.
we talked. chit chat. small talk, avoiding some
issue, he was.
i tried to talk around this avoidance, this
uncomfortable-ness.....but then i went directly to
this point!
i said...
"YOU ARE DEAD"!
i said, then, "do you remember where you were before
you found yourself here on this barren garden?"!

silence.
I said..."do you recall that hospital you were in?"!

THEN he began to remember! he told that he was a
cancer patient in a "finial care" ward, dying of some
internal organ cancer, that was his last memories.

I eventually convinced him that he was "dead", that
now he needed to "go onwards" into the real heaven,
away from this barren halfway place!

I pointed out to him that now the rescue wagon can
come to pick him up...."and, HEY, fellow---look behind
you: HERE it comes"----i told him!
Behind him the fog was lifting, to show a what looked
like to be a 1890 farm covered wagon, not the "pioneer
kind", but the "town wagon" that is horse-pulled and
seats about four or six people. this wagon was coming
towards him, was not pulled by horses, it came by its
own power.
I said to this person...."the wagon comes to pick up
the heaven-bound souls from the waiting area, usually
there are one or four relatives along with the
driver...it comes for YOU now and you now will go with
them into the heavens where your people are waiting
for you"!
there was the driver and one other person in the
seats. i saw him off.

yes, used by Spirit for a "rescue" of a disorintated
newly-arrived soul, into heaven!

--amazing astral travel heaven experience

Outdid myself, in the dream dept. last night!!

one of those first person, i was there, dreams. I was someone else,
living his life.

Dream begins when I awake to the dream where i am sitting in a bar cafe
in a small city somewheres, i found later, up north, maybe in upstate
new york around Rochester or syracuse, a small town near those
cities.
I feel depressed. I am surrounded by tables full of other depressed
mostly men, men who are fat, in the "wrong" kind of fat, fat that
indicates a kind of Real slothfullness! the air is full of cigarette
smoke, so thick that one could cut it with a knife!!
[*that* tells me that the man that i "am", might be "dead", the time
of a smoke filled bar ending years ago. this man might be now living
in the spirit world!]

next scene:
I am now walking out into the countryside, from my town. i had just
moved there from the South, recently, looking for better work of some
kind and i have yet to find it. The summer is near over and i dread
the cold to come, i miss the south. Got to find work. there is little
meaning in my life and i know it and i know that there is more to life
than to sit depressed all day, those men in the bar, for instance,
have not taken a hand in their own lives, to direct their lives.

Next scene:
I am now standing in a field, a late summer day, almost dark and i
am so so tired, having done this "walkabout" all day long. need to get
a grip on my "life meaning".
I fall down on the soft grass and immediately fall asleep!
I have a dream [in a dream i dream of having a dream!] I repeat,
sitting somewheres, my ruminations of the hours before! then, I sense
that there are people in the air above me! i look up to see a whole
group of people "up there" floating in the air and then even a few
more people above them. the upper people have a Golden glow around
their heads. the bottom-most people: somone then began to tell me about
how all of life is inspired by angels and souls from the heavenworlds
and there are the "golden Ones" who direct it all. The master souls are
in charge, Jesus and the others...
The speaker then told of how my life should follow my pre-incarnational agreement path.........
"....", as there was much that i cannot remember, the dream can not tell,
in worlds, of the deep awe-feelings that came to this dreamer, as he
beheld these angels!

next scene: he wakes up and eventually walks back to town, i can see that
the town has maybe only about 3000 people in it, by the size of the
business district. but i could also see small factories around, out
in the country. he re-enters the barcafe and then finds out how the
couple who own it are nice people. [from now on, his life is much
much more optimistic!]

next scene: he takes a walk out into the poorer section of town.
he sees a group of about 5 or 8 black men having a
"behind the house social". he hears them talk, they all sound so
happy and so ebulently laughing, he wants to find out why and how
they are so such! he hesitates to intrude, he gets up some courgage
and he walks up to them all. after a few minutes of akwardness,
they sense that he means well, and they tell him about how the Union
pays a good wage, for being so blue collar, and that Life Is Good.
their families are good and the poor houses are cheap to keep up.
He walks away impressed, he senses that they all have "soul", and
that is Important.

next scene: that night he dreams yet again. and i again dream his dream
as if i dreamed it myself. After some vague motions of walking along a
street, he enters a house and then other people enter from other doors.
I see that most, if not all, of the people are of the Afro race. men
and women. eventually maybe there were about 12 to 15 people in the room.
what happens next is very VERY hard to find words for as all words
will mean something else in addition to what i mean: take me ten pages
to try to tell, so i will truncate severely! music began to play, but
the sounds came not from any Device, the singing came from a person
not present in the room: this room is in the spirit worlds and another
soul, outside of the group, linked to the group, was singing. the song
was a black blues very "old soul" kind of singing. As if a mississippi
blues singer had found Meaning to his life, in the spirit worlds, and
this meaning-feeling was being broadcast into the group. his "tone" was
that of...."life is rich and full, of meaning and of spirit and that we
all are connected to each other and all through Spirit, with the great
Spirit above animating all. I heard also 'not angry"
hiphp/rap songs too, coming from others somewheres else.
Too...theere were several black men present who looked to be "shamans"
or spiritual leaders, when alive on earth, maybe from the afro
spiritist religion days, of Umbanda/santarista/voodoun! there were
several very very charasmic "medicine men" type of people there, in
dress and garb that infers to me such of a earthly life. It then dawned
on me that this group of 15 people were linked to maybe hundreds,
thousands, of other people, far away, as if everyone was "connected",
and that all the outside people knew what is going on in the
room, the "ultimate" cell phones!!
next??
a "group orgy" without the sex! but as if the "orgasm" involved
everything!! very hard to explain. every thought, every feeling,
every image, was sexually charged AS
a sex experience, as if the private parts sex orgasim is "transfered"
to every other possible experience: life BECOMES a sex experience in
every way, every moment and second!

a kind of merging of souls.....

everyone could see, hear, experience, anything that anyone else
had experienced, in their lives, all sexually charged in a kind of
mystical union! each "I", of a person" experiences all other "I's",
as themselves! thus there was just one I there.
and...to a great extant, all of the other souls, no matter how
distant, expereinced this Union too!
Then everyone separated from this "great hug", and began to leave
the room. I felt a great sense that even as we left, that on a
higher vibrational level, the separation does not occur: that this
mystical sexual union was...IS still going on, and that it will never
EVER end! thus for those 15 people, whether spirits/souls, or other
out of body people, they are now connected for Life, on earth, and for
ever
after they die!

----end of dream.

my COMMENTS.
I suspect this dream of the Union occured to this person, in response
to why those black men were so HAPPY! even i could tell, as he talked to
them, that their happyness comes from a far far deeper source than of
mere jobs and good living conditions! they were connected to souls
and spirits both in body and out of body, connected in a way
far more "connected" than of "mere" physical sex union!
connected too, to the Shamans and healer priests, from maybe other
African times or from other distant countries, like of Brazil, where
the Spiritist religions are very alive and well, there. yes,
connected even as they live in a nother usa town and work in a
factory.
too, this event is also a reflection of this man's sleeping dream
as he lay on the grass, where he experienced the angels who are in
turn being guided by the GOLDEN ONES above them. all are thus
interconneted, from the top level of spirit on down to him!

inference: there is a great mystery of the black race, from this
event!
we do not know the black race, at all! there is so much to learn,
that is not of "mind", from them!
inference: many many people separated by distance and even time,
are closer to each other than even "man/wife" and
"mother/child"!!
a SOUL FAMILY, where each individual is part of another
individual!
inference: this dreamer that i seemed to "first person follow"
is also thus connected! I, the "follower", me, freestone, as i
had the experience alng with them all, am also connected to this
large group of people!

--my friend Sam comes to tell me about the heaven that he lives in!

Sam come out of heaven to give to me a messege


here is an event that has occurred with my OBE-events,
recently!

I have an old friend from my high school days. we
grew up next door to each other...in the 1950s.
During the last 15 years or so..we both went our
separate ways of life.
In october of 1998, he fell off his farm tractor and
broke
his neck; he nearly died. He is now paralyzed from
the neck down...ever since october...now in a
veteran's hospital. He not only nearly died, last
fall, but he has nearly died on several occasions
since!
the hospital is 1200 miles away and there is no way i
can ever visit him again.....

near the beginning of 1999, i had an
OBE-experience, that was most impressive.
here it is.....

My vision begins... as i am now aware that i am
floating in a grey void....as usual, for my beginnings
of many of my OBE experiences. Then i am floating in
the air, maybe twenty feet off of the ground, hovering
over my friend's house. it is night. Night in
Upstate new york...
[i must be in the lower astral world: the realm
that is so close to the physical world that it
really is the "backside" to this physical world.
this is the realm one goes to ...to astral travel
to anywhere in the world. I have been to China,
Russia, other places; all in this lower "copy" of
the physical world...the lowest astral that is yet
"above" the sense-perceptions of the
earth-incarnation. Maybe a pet, or a psychic or
maybe a child could see me float above Sam's house!
this is where the Ghosts are]
I float away....off to the corner of his farm to where
his mother now lives. I sink down to the ground that
is behind her house. there on the ground i see some
sort of construction. It is a grave with a headstone!
it is Sam's grave!! Sam's Tombstone!
[Sam is his name: of course he would be buried in
the town cemetary, in reality. he is still alive,
though!!
this vision must be some kind of "Prophecy"]
I then position myself to read the stone.
suddenly, there is a blaze of light over the tombstone
and it opens up like a door!! when it opens, i see a
very very bright light within the space behind it:
like of seeing into a bright-lit room.
In the space, maybe ten feet back into the "room"...is
Sam!!
he then, himself, floats up to the door and then he
floats right out to just before me.
he speaks to me...saying....

"Even though only a few minutes have gone by for you,
on earth, freestone, I, Sam, have been here in heaven
for TEN YEARS!!
and....Freestone...heaven is so much much much more
amazing than even you, Freestone, have ever known or
have even imagined it to be like!!"

end...of the dream-vision!!

as of may 15th of 1999...Sam is still alive, though
barely!!
he could have died right at the accident, but did
not...his sister writes to me that he has accepted
Jesus...since the accident...

[as i March of 2000 write this....i can tell you that
sam died, finally, at the verteran's hospital, with
jesus in his heart....on september 24th of 2000.
he lived about one year, after his accident; it is
evident, to me, that he COULD have died right then, AT
this accident, but that Spirit gave Sam a year of
Grace, to get Right with Spirit, before he died.
this strange, this is...how i could have this vision
nine months before he actually did die, the vision
having him already dead! maybe you all can cast some
light on as to the "why" of this!]

this Dream must have been a kind of "Runthrough",
a seeing of what he WILL experience, when he gets
there...it will not be very long from now....but i
think that spirit gave to him a delay, like of my
father...so that he could sit in his wheelchair or lie
in the iron lung...thinking and maybe forgiving
everyone, and getting Spirit into his heart...as he
had had *LOTS* of anger, directed at people, during
his latter years of life...!!

two instructive points, here, that i would like to
make, please!
I read that time speeds up, the higher the heaven is,
from earth...Sam must have gone to a very high place!
But: this would infer that someone, who dies a year
before you, could have spent a hundred years in
heaven, before you arrive! thus, time is very
strange, there.
also!
i find what Sam says about how amazing heaven is....to
be VERY humbling to me!!!
for his statement infers this.....

that of all of these wonderfull visions that i have,
and will, post, onto this aboutheaven mailgroup:
no matter how incredibly descriptive and
heart-wrenchingly wonderious these visions are....
THEY DO NOT COMPARE TO EVEN THE SLIGHTEST, AS TO HOW
GLORY-IOUS HEAVEN MUST REALLY REALLY BE, TO ACTUALLY
BE LIKE, WHEN ONE LIVES THERE PERMANENTLY...after
death!!!....and...for a *VERY* long time of
Duration!!!
[i do not USUALLY do caps.....but in *this*
case.....!!!]
---for my visions must only hint a little bit, at the
wonder that awaits YOU and I...

Freestone F Wilson

--rescue mission to help lost souls

oh that Rescue dream of three days ago!

Yet another Dream where i am enlisted into rescue of
decased souls who seem to need help!
dream begins: I awake in dream into a area of
southern Illinois: means always that this place is a
low heavenworld right near the earth's vibrational
plane!
like of a code! south Illinois=low astral plane
where the new arrived souls from earth pass through.

I went or was sent to a "pentecostal camp". some
campground where there were a number of people.
must have been a hundred or more, nearly all were
younger people, in their 20s perhaps. i do not recall
all of the particulars of the hours and hours that i
spent there, but i really recall one event!!
here i stood before a young man and all but SCREAMED
into his face to try to get his attention...
...."YOU ARE DEAD!"
"YOU HAVE DIED AND YOU DO NOT KNOW IT AND YOU THINK
THAT YOU ARE JUST IN SOME RELIGIOUS CAMP THAT YOU WENT
TO WHEN YOU WERE A BOY!"
---his attention was now gotten!
I told him to look upwards to the sky.
I said..."you are dead and you still think you are on
earth: but you are truly not dead: look above you and
SEE the planes of heaven where at the upper levels
Jesus LIVES and at the lower levels Jesus VISITS: you
are to go to one of these levels"! I actually said
that!
---i could indeed see upwards into the sky and i could
see what looked like to be a open shaft, like of an
elevator shaft, going up into the sky. i could also
see that there were three or five floors to this shaft
where doors opened out onto "floors". just like
looking up an open elevator shaft with open elevator
doors.

---must be a law of heaven: the upper celestial levels
is where Jesus and the masters live, and they have
"outposts" and "visiting halls/sweets" on the lower
levels, levels that are above where this camp was.
[yuuch..."sweet" as in a "sweet of rooms"! i just can
NOT deal with words....sweet it is: that is what it
sounds like! sweite? swuit" ? ????]!
---this is not the first time by any means that i have
been part of some rescue effort: perhaps that is why i
live, after all my Missions are over with: this means
that i can aid the deceased by living here.

therory: a dead person in the lower realms might not
be able to see his Angels and Guides, he is yet too
earthly in vibes, especically if he lived a earthly
life or died young "before his time"!
If i were to come to his world, where he is, and stand
before him, he can see me as i am of earth. but i
have the Enfranchisement of Higher Guides and angels
so that there is some of THEIR Spirit within me.
thus by seeing ME, this soul can now also see my
guides and Angels. then he can make contact with his
own.
think-----"clutch plate" in a stick shift car! one
side is with the motor and the other side is with the
rear end of the car: thus the motor can drive the car.
or...
A AB B
A cannot see B.
but if A sees AB, then he can now see B, as the AB has
B within it!
then he can now go to B.

i pray to have more of these: i will write of them.

--OBE faq, how to have them

OBE faq





From: freestone wilson freestonew@y...

hello everyone!

i have just joined the obe and the "how" lists!
as i have written this out...i will post it for you
all...too!!
perhaps someone who is interested in out of body
travel, may find this of interest!

i have had many OBE's over the years....Great ones,
where i was taken, or went, to heaven itself!
anyway...to places in the afterlife worlds...

here, now, i wish just to post my "obe faq"...an
article that i once posted for a nameless usenet
thread, and saved it...

===========================


hello....this is an article that i wrote for the
newsgroup,
"out-of-body"...some time ago...


>i guess it is time to put out my little
advice-sheet!!
>i have not done so...for awhile...
>I do not consider it the best that i have seen, on
this group, but it MAY
be
>of help to you...
>there are other faqs and guides that get put up
here...as well as leads to
>sites.
>

---OUT OF BODY EXPERIENCES-----------
new version

Freestone Wilson (free)


feel ok, to share this with anyone.........

I have noted, over the months of reading these
newsgroups...that the same
Question is asked
over and over........
-----how can i have an OBE?
----i can now Obe...but what can i DO with it?!!
----why does so-and-so, happen, as i do this?
---are Dreams also OBEs??
----and other questions.
So......
I have put together some of my experiences and
observations..... my "two
cents worth"..from my years of having out of body
experiences. I have seen
what I thought are BETTER faqs\articles...on
OBE-ing...in this newsgroup, or
in letters: but each person can contribute something:
bear that in mind as
you read this, that this article is NOT the final
wisdom-filled word in
OBE information!!

We have a "Soul body"..that looks just like our
"real body". It occupies
the same space as our
earthly
body. It is "IN" the earth body..just like water is
"in" an Orange!
while this body is in the next upper dimension, from
the physical world,
this body is linked to the physical body...but from
another dimension.
Think of that orange; but with its juice in another
dimension!!

At night.."the juice separates from the orange....and
keeps the shape of the
orange": but this "Juice' is in another dimension,
away from the earth.
the Soul body separate from the earth body and
"hovers" above it...right
near the sleeper.
the "Silver cord" connects the two...linking the
bodies together. If it
breaks......??.
well........ you take the Final OBE: you die!! but
this cord NEVER breaks
in a obe....no matter if you go around the planet or
20 dimensions away---it
can stretch infinitely!
I will call this body..."the astral body"!!!!....from
now on.
your astral body looks like you. or maybe just a blob
of light colored
material...if it is not awake. it even wears
clothes...like of your pajamas!

MOST of the counsciouness...moves over to this
body....at sleep.
think of two boxcars side by side on two adjacent
railroad tracks at the
same speed: cargo is transfered from one to another.
Just how MUCH cargo is transfered...will depend upon
IF you can AWAKE into
this body: most people just lie in it and dream brain
homework
processing....of
the day's living. but SOME astral stuff gets
through...that is what make
the dreams often so wierd....
a combination of brain and astral occur.

All of the Trainings...for Soul travel...in
sleep...depend upon getting one
to AWAKEN IN
the astral body and then be able to use the
astral-body ears and eyes to
hear and see...what is OUTSIDE of this body!!
---and those strange noises and paralyized body...this
is where the awareness
is only partially
transfered over to the astral body.
Ah, folks...this is the Trick----to become AWAKE
.in this astral
body..while "sleeping"!!
that is what all these excercises and Spiritual
trainings are FOR!!


And, ya know...I think that MANY people have many
Bona fide, real, astral
trips and
experiences...and do not realize this...as they
think it is only a dream!!
Many old souls do Travel nightly: but they think that
"it is only a vivid
dream"!!
How can you tell if your dream is a hidden OBE?!!
----do you fly or float..through the scenery?
---do you actually float/fly through walls, doors,
buildings...as if they
are not there?
---is the dream in vivid color..or in very LUCID
awareness (LUCID DREAM)?
Is even the
awakeness
more awake than even while awake in the daytime?
do you go to somewhere else, on the earth, to have
your dream??
---do you see incredible scenes and places? Is the
color of the sky of a
translucent blue color??
---do you see and talk to "dead"
relatives..friends..???----or even be
hounded by "demons"?!!
---do you receive teachings from people or
teachers...there?
do you get the strange feeling that your dream scenery
will be not only
"there"...during the daytime after you awake...it,
having a reality of its
own, that you did not create: but that this scenery
would "still be there",
even years later?!!
.............these are some of the signs....of an
OBE-dream.

Now....OK.....
now that you can do this, or have this obe...
WHAT is it GOOD for: what can ya DO with it?!!!
or is it just another occulty toy?!

NO!
right off...it is obvious that YOU..in an astral
body...will still be
"there" ....even when the physical body DIES! Your
awareness will just
transfer over to the astral body, for keeps, when you
die.
Thus..there is no death!!

then there are the WORLDS that you can go to!!!!!
to see the scenery of....
to get teachings from Guides.....
to see your "dead" relatives and friends....
to talk to spirits....see Masters.....even Jesus!!
and more...more...more....more........more!!!!
one can be taken even to see the records of Probable
futures..of the planet
earth.

True prophecy.

I, myself, have been so taken..in my visionary
dreams.....to see end-time
visions...as well as to see various places in the
afterlife worlds.
if you want them...please ask me....
freestonew@y...


From my experiences and from what i have read and was
Taught, by teachers
and life.....up IN the astral worlds....
there are two genaral places that you can go to..in
OBE-ing.
ONE...the astral "backside" to the physical world. In
effect; you will
become a ghost!!
you will move through walls and float...like a ghost!
and you can go to China..Russia..france..or to see
your friend next door!!
In fact.."real" ghosts...are Souls who are stuck on
this
next-to-the-physical twilight world.
I have actually Traveled, myself, onto the
earth-plane, in this
level.....where someone living, on earth, saw me! I
WAS a ghost...a living
Ghost!
He thought, indeed, that it was a ghost that he
saw.....he fired a gun
at me..in panic..then he threw
tools at me..as i floated up the wall! I was a
ghost...before i died!!
also...i have seen ...for instance....i had a OBE
where i spent the obe in a
chinese-looking city.
every single sign on the buildings was written in
chinese
letter-characters!!

Then, there are all the worlds of spirit!!
Lands for every Country..every race...and for every
period of history....
they tell me that the astral lands are in layers of
dimensions...each layer
a little "above" that
of a lower one.
think of a FM radio..tipped up on its side: every
station is an astral
world: and this radio is on top of a building in New
York City...just THINK
of the vast number of FM stations that you could pick
up, there, in that
city, from that high vantage-point?!!! AND...this is
just the ASTRAL
LEVEL!! they tell me that there are many many layers
of heaven above
that....all reachable by an astral traveler!
Vastness beyond compare...worlds and worlds and yet
more worlds.....
MAGIC ...exists here! Mind does indeed influence
the surroundings. the
mind, see, is now CLOSER to the level of the astral
outer world in
vibration: thus mind can actually affect the scenery.
Magic!!
"final Fantasy 7", or
a good role playing computer game....is a good
model..for many of these worlds, for what they are
like to actually LIVE
in. In fact , ...i think Spirit gave to us..games
like this...
as a "training
course"...for heaven....for when we get there, after
we die, it will not
be so strange to us!


How can one help to encourage these sleep astral
OBEs...to have more and
better ones? Here are a
few of MY observations.
---you should ask..of Spirit..in prayer...to have
these experiences. Many
of them, you do not do, yourself...but you have an
Angel or Guide, to lead
you. Spirit would send such a helper. (This guide
is usually unseen, while you are obe-ing. He takes
you to the places that
Spirit wants you to go to.)
---sleep on your back, facing the ceiling.
---Try to be sleeping between 4am and 7am---i find
that the best times for
obe..are then.
---try to be in a good state of mind and heart.
(One of the MAJOR Spiritual laws,
up there, is..."like
attracts like". You are
surrounded
in scenery and people, by what is in your
heart...FIRST! And foremost.
Remember: the mind draws to you the places..and can
create some of the
scenery.
and the mind is driven by the feelings of the
HEART---which is....one's
Feelings.
So...the more you LOVE everything about you...in your
waking life: the
better your astral travel experiences will be, for
taking you to "nice"
places!

Yes...i have seen HELL!!!
It is NOT nice!!
Have compassion for those who can never leave it!!!
all negitive
feelings\thoughts lead one to be drawn to
there...before AND after death.

{{even though the physical world is "thick
density"...mind and the heart
will draw reality to you, here, too!!!...
"LIKE ATTRACTS LIKE"..as they say!!)

---read up on astral travel and OBEs...books on
astral travel. There is a
very good internet site..that has a whole section on
"astral travel"------ www.spiritweb.org

---just before you fall asleep...ask of Spirit, to
have an experience!

You will see and experience some of the places that
you will live in,
after you die!

"This is not Kansas
anymore, Toto"....Dorothey..in the "Wizard of Oz"!!


So....
What are some of the places and scenes..that i have
seen?? In no
particular order...here are some.
The descriptions will not be of very good
grammar..and will be short....to
save bandwidth!!
You can use these...as examples of some places that
YOU can go to!....

------i have been taken to a healing center, in
heaven, for newly arrived
souls, after death. these are Souls who
need to "take a summer school remedial course,
before entering that fall's
college!". For souls who had never gotten around to
develop their
soul-life, while they were still living on earth.
I have that obe, on a
flopply-disk..if you would like
to read it, please ask me.
I will send it to
you.....plus a few
others...visits with deceased relatives, and seeings
of masters.


--------i met someone, that i knew, here on
earth..in obe.
....i saw her, the next day...and she tells me that
she dreams of seeing me the night before. And the
scenery is the same!!
Yes, "i will see you in my dreams"....as the
song goes...is quite real!!

--------i have seen a temple of prayer...where
earthly prayers are routed
through, to God.....Spirit; and not
one prayer is lost or not paid attention to!!
--------i had a drunken man ...on earth..wave to
me..he could see
me!!!...he protruded a bit, into the astral, in his
drunken-ness!
-------i have been blessed with seeing Sathya Sai
Baba.
-------i saw my deceased sister..being taken, with
her class of students,
too....from a lower heavenly
school..to a higher heaven....by JESUS. {I have
that one on disk: if you
want it...ask me please!}
-------i have had Long Talks with all my
relatives...mother, father,
sister.....many times...and seeing the
homes and scenery where they live!....there, in
heaven. { i have several
on disk..ask me}
-------i have done magic and Sorcery..in worlds
where this IS the Basic
law...that magic, IS!
------- i have obe-d to foreign earthly
countries...Russia...France...India.
----------seen lost Souls, rescued..into higher
realms....[ on disk..ask
me}
--------i have witnessed people being taken to
heaven!. Once, i saw a car
accident. A lady was standing
by the wrecked car..dazed. But, none of the rescue
squad could see her!!!
She was dead!!
I then looke up to the sky, and saw a hole in the
sky! It was a round
hole, maybe twenty feet across: the "sky" above this
hole was very bright!
there were Angels or Spirits standing around the edge
of this hole, looking
down to the ground below and they all were holding
hands, like in a ring.
Suddenly, i saw ANOTHER band of Angels descend down
through this hole, from
further above...about five Angels..in a smaller than
the hole, ring..also
holding hands...to make another ring.

they descended to the lady who was standing there on
the ground, "dead". As
this band of angels came to the ground...this lady was
the center of this
circle. Then ALL of them..including the lady...rose
upward into the sky and
THROUGH the hole and onward, upward, out of sight,
into the light.
{ I have read that often an OBE person volunteers or
is "drafted' to
perform a rescue service to the dead! the out of body
person has the
energy of both worlds, in him...thus the angels can
use it to BRIDGE the
gap, between the person to be rescued, and themselves.
----like of a "clutch plate'..between the car's motor
and the axle!}
so this is something a OBE person can do: help to
rescue lost souls...and
just-died Souls!

---------I have seen some hells, too!
Hell is NOT "fire and Brimstone"!!---it is of
a Grey Day,
Forever....as if it were 36 degrees fareinhiet,
..and the lidded grey drizzle..covers al, with a
permanent northeast
wind..

---ever pay "Riven"..or "MYST"?.....i have seen
places like that.
That is where we will go, after death......
Open that mailbox...and look at that letter...and
off we go..to ZORK..ian
universes and worlds!!!
....in our sleep...or after death!

The BIGGEST learning experience..of these years of
OBE..ing, is that
I now know...that the Tombstone..is but a
Door...into heaven...and
not a "dead end"!!
..all the cynics are laid to rest, before wonder and
awe.......
....our Adventures...have just only just begun...a
billion worlds to
explore...and a near-infinity of
time,
to explore them in!
Child-like wonder...and awe......our lives have only
just begun!!
or
as a spirit wrote through a medium..." the purpose of
the earthy life---is
to assey, to prepare, to get ready...to live"!!! I
read that the
Birthday..a Soul, in heaven celebrates...is NOT his
earthly birthday, when
he lived on earth...but the Date of his EARTHLY
DEATH!!
........Freestone (Free)

Live An Incredible Life!

--I see my sister goes with Jesus, into a higher heaven!

My Sister Goes with Jesus

I am inspired to put down more of my Spirit
experiences.....

In this one....I watch my Deceased sister..being taken

to a higher heaven,
by Jesus!
My greatest critics of this vision...are from those of

the Church: they do
not like
this vision..it goes against their dogmic
programmings!! but I am sorry,
folks...this is
a first person account that is very real to me....!!

My sister died in 1986. I had lots of running around
to do..taking care of
her
stuff...and selling it. When you die at 42 years,
owning a business...there
is a LOT
to do... {would you believe: 400 boxes in a
warehouse!!}

Since then...over the years...I have had the blessings

of being taken to
several
heavens...to actually be able to see her and even to
talk to her!

Somewhere around 1991...I had this wonderful "taken to

heaven"
experience...to
see of her progress, there; as she entered heaven,
upon her death in a not
too good
of a Soul-state...and slowly she advanced upward into
better heavens.

vision begins........

I find myself in a room...that is sort of dark. I find

myself in a chair,
facing about
three feet away...my sister Suanna, sitting in another

chair..a small table
is in front
of both of us....the area is of light; but I can only
see around us; as if
there is a kind
of a spotlight onto us.

It IS her...no doubt. She greets me. She then tells me

that she has enrolled
into a
heaven-school. She says that there are hundreds of
students in this class.

I ask of her the nature of this course that she is
taking. she tells me that
she is
studying how the earthly life of any soul can be
"read"..in the
Soul-face..of that
soul...there in heaven. There seems to be a kind of
"language"..for this.
This is
what she is studying. She tells me that the course
take 10,000 heavenly
hours!!

{someone that I told this dream to...a teacher..tells
me that 10,000 hours
is about
the time a kid spends in school:
kindergarten---through 12th grade!}

She then lays out onto the table...a great thick
textbook! her textbook. She
opens it
to show me some of her material....book must be six
inches thick---I can
actually
remember reading some of it! The book went into the
language of
Soul....however
a person lives on earth...the Soul is
Created..affected...by his earthly
life. The soul
consists of all the MEANINGS in his life...all the
moral..ethical..feeling
judgements...etc...etc... it is as if an artist
chisels a sculpture of a
head...it takes..I
read.....10,000 chisel-chips..to make that
head.{ANOTHER meaning of that
"10,000 hours!!}.

When that person dies..that completed head..is his
heavenly soul..and he
will LIVE
IN IT!! In heaven..he will LOOK like his
soul-life...and draw to him...the
corresponding scenery, that goes with it.--------like
attracts like!

So what Suanna was studying...was how to read the
symbolic language that is
encoded into any and all of the faces of any person
that has just arrived
into
heaven, from earth, after death. From this
examination; the life just lived,
on earth,
can be seen...as to its moral and ethical meanings,
its capability to Love,
it ability to
have wisdom, and all of the "Damage' that had occurred

to the Soul, from
living
that earthly life!

{I think she was studying to become a heavenly
Guide\counselor\consoler, to
be
able to meet with the new arrivees and help them to
progress. MY analogy for
her
schooling...is this: a kind of medical school, where
she is learning to
become a
doctor...but not of physical sicknesses...but of
Soul-sicknesses, brought up
from the
earth-life just lived...conditions made from omissions

and commissions, in
that
earthly life.

The "church"..might call them.."Sins"!!...sins not
only done BY the
person......but
sins done by the parents---culture, TO that person!
Things done to the
person..that
was accepted by that person as being "TRUE"!!!

This is where "forgiveness" and "overcoming" and
"Transcending" can overcome
the Programmings done to us, by our
relatives\friends\culture!!}.

Suanna gets up from the chair..she closes the book and

takes it...and
leaves: Dream
ends---but only for a second!!

part two...begins.............

I find myself in a vast open space..under a vivid
heavenly blue sky....there
is a very
small hill, maybe ten foot high...before me....maybe
200 feet away. On this
hill...I
can see about 300 robed figures...they all wear the
very same robes...like
of a
bedsheet. I stand off in the distance..away from the
group. There is an
imposing-looking man, near me. While he wears also a
robe...there is
something
about his dress and of his face...that speaks...
speaks of "authority"!!

He is their teacher........ THIS is Suanna's class!
she is amidst them,
somewhere......

The teacher turns to me, and tell me that this is the
Moment of Graduation
for all
of these students...and that they all will progress to

a higher level of
heaven..that is
"above' this one that we all are now in. That is...the

higher heaven is
invisible to
anyone here, in the present place, where we and the
students are now in.

The teacher now..suddenly...cries out, to all the
students...... "PREPARE TO
ASCEND"!!

I watch...a very hushed silence...just 300
students...the teacher..and
I...under a
translucent blue sky!

Suddenly I noted something!

I could see a flock of distant birds approach from way

off and way up in the
sky..as if they were descending from way up on high.
They were in a "VEE"
formation; much like Canadian geese.

Then....I saw two things....one----the birds were not
birds...they were
Angels or
Angelic Spirits! And I could see that the leader was
JESUS!

So here was Jesus, himself..with a group of Angels..to

take the graduating
class..up
to their level of heaven. They stopped their descent
over the hill and
students...they
were all about twenty feet over the students. None of
them, including Jesus,
said
anything.

The teacher now repeated his remark....."PREPARE TO
ASCEND"!

Suddenly....every single robe feel to the ground,
empty!!!! In a second..it
was as if
the hill were covered with 300 bedsheets or
tissues......all the 300
students seemed
to instantly DEMATERIALISE...to increase their
soul-vibrations to that of
the
higher level...that level being invisible..to the
level where we were
currently at.

The robes fell, empty!

Only the teacher and I ...were left! the hill was
empty of all life, only
the robes lay
quietly on the grass!

This teacher THEN turned to me and said something to
me...just before the
dream-vision ended.

He said..."Jesus, in his great Love for all of
Humanity...created these
lower
heavens, for afterlife humanity...so that no one would

SLEEP until the Great
Call
of ascending, at the end of the Universe's age".

{ meaning; ........... these heavens were created by
Jesus and his
masters\Archangels...so that humanity could progress
after death..in the
lower
purgatorical realms of heaven. VERY FEW of humanity
would be able to GO
right
away, immediately after death, to the Celestial
spheres of the Throne-worlds
of
god......too many impurities are made into our Souls
from just living in the
physical
realm!!!!!

Only jesus went right away to the father.......after
he died!! Thus..these
lower
heavens were made..as a "college"...to get us all
ready to someday MEET the
father(God)...face to face, on His level...some far
off heavenly day!!!
These are
places to remove these impurities and to learn of
Spirit....

If "COLLEGE"..could represent...the Celestial realms
then "REMEDIAL
SUMMER SCHOOL", after high school is over...to make
good and catch up, for
the material missed, or miss-used, in the high School,

on earth-----to get
one up to
the Entering freshman curriculum-level of freshman
College
entry-requirements--------THIS, I find, is a very good

analogy....for these
pugatorial
lower heavens!!}.

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