Friday, November 16, 2007

a nice hellworld!

hi all.
Yes, this here Freestone has had another astral travel dream, yet another one of these: of course I have such a dream nearly every single night, but some experiences stand out above the others, or is better remembered, such as this one.
These are not dreams, these experiences are real, "real" when i have them and "real" as in "these places exist"!
If you wonder why this topic is here in the prophecy area, it is because
this realm is *your* future!!
The astral experience has been going on for some time, but I cannot recall the scenes at all; the intensity and the recall picks up when somone of some power and authoruty asks me if i want to come along with him to meet his friends. Then both of us travel on some kind of open topped "car" along a city street and even along the open air above the streets. I will not forget the scene, people, a vivid colorful sky of colors and clouds and also maybe over 100 industrial smokestacks belching black coal-like smoke up into the sky! In this "industrial hell", on the ground, was spread out a huge huge city of low buildings, buildings to the horizen, as we both now were maybe 300 feet off of the ground. He lowered the vehicle and i saw many many small buildings and many people walking about. the city had a slight
"Mediterranean" look to it, low buildings with balconies.
After this craft landed, he invited me to come with him to meet his friends. I stood there, awed at the intensely colored sky mixed with industrial smoke. I then turned to my guide and asked him something, but I phrased my question to infer to him that I knew very well what this place is.
"How long do people live here?" I asked.
"hundreds of years" he replied. Then he placed his arm around my back, a sort of "bonding signal" to infer that he Repects me, as he
know knows that I am not an ordinary "sleeper" who bungles his way into the planes.
[I read that some guides "shake their heads" at the number of sleepers who astral travel to the spheres and stumble in to meetings, disrup concerts, often the very pajamas are seen; usually they are nearly asleep and are uttery unaware that they are stumbling about the heavenlands, they upon awakening will think that they only had an interesting dream *if* they even can recall that they had a dream at all!
---there are many many people who astral travel and do not know it!--]
So now this guide figure, a black man of the negro race, gives to me Respect, as i asked a question that others do not ask, and he knows that i know, *exactly* what this place is!
and...that I do not freak out, immediately! !
As I walk with him, he tells me that I would make a good manager for the "Art gallery"! We turn a corner and there it is, the Gallery. Most of it is out in the open air and the focus of the currant show is an Installation that amounts to most of the space.
This Installation schulpture was that of an apparent man having a freaky sex with a religious figure, a posture that would offend anyone, practically, christian or not!! the Tone of this show was that of..."cynicism/ sex/"muck you, cultural authourity of goodness and the High Art"! The rest of the paintings seem to show "indecent" sex scenes!
I was then introduced to some of the other people at this "opening party". There were several near-naked men, all hugging each other, and i was introduced to them. I hugged them back, they looked very very "masculine" but talked in "effeminite tones". "Homo", of course.
Getting ready for an Orgy, very soon.
The others? Think: "the more worldy cynical of the new York art scene, who see through all of religion and even the meaning of life, that life could have a meaning"!
---end of dream.
Where was I?!
In one of the hell worlds, of course. Not the first time and certainly not the last time in the Hells.
think of an urban "Hieronymus Bosch". But there are NO demons here. And no demons and devils torturing the residents either. no one here is paying for any sin! This plane is only here to *celebrate*
what christians might call "sins"! Live your inner demon! let every self-oppression hang out on the laundry line. Anything goes, all of it, and one is intensely encouraged to do something that reflects his inner soul's life, on earth, before he died. Anyone who has inside of them anything that is of this world, they can live here for a while until they tire of this way of life! this will mean, "nearly all of us, both you and I and everyone that you know"! Oh, a very *very* few "saintly" people might walk the streets for an hour, then pass onwards, but most of us, I feel, will spend months and years here, and many many of us will indeed spend hundreds and hundreds of years here.
[of course even if you were to live here for 1800 years, this time period is only just a blip of time in Eternity!]
So why is this place, like the other hell places, even here, if there are no Punishments. I strongly feel that we come here to burn out the "non-spiritual" parts of our natures, before we each can slowly progress to higher realms. the "punishment" of living here is only to eventually see that all of the stuff of this realm is of a Separation from Spirit, from God!
As the rock group says..."gotta do a bit of hell before we go to heaven"!
never ending parties of the most bacchtial means, sex orgies, cynical
attitudes of fun and games: here *EVERYONE* belongs to the "Mafia", and eveyone lives in this "Mafia" power hierarchy, where there are Lords of power and newbies and....[think: the hierarchy of a prison]

As most of us has a bit of "hell" inside of us, most of us will go there to live, and to party and to indulge all of the "non-spirtual" ways of life that we could not permit ourselves to do while on earth, behind our families or cultures backs!
As this stuff is part of our souls, it CANNOT go to the upper lands with us, and if it IS part of us, we cannot leave part of our soul behind, thus
this Land is one of the "entry levels" to the heavens and here is where this lower nature is workd out. here many many will NEED to embrace, say, the homo way of life, or to sex sex until we burn out on it. to BE a "mafia" Don, to indulge in power and manipulation and self-indulgences.
Eventually each of us will *hopefully* tire of this separation, then go onwards.
have fun everyone!

Tuesday, October 30, 2007

an interesting future for us all

hi all....

something quiclky typed out at the public library


here I was, just a mment ago, puresing and reading many of the predictions on the prediction page. most of them are not nice, from nuclear war to divine justice outpourings.

enough kinds of end time events to do 20 planets' civilizations in!

for the last couple of months i have expereinced a number of dream and Intuitive revelations, while no one of them stands out as communicatable to you all, I can sum up the gist of what is seen to come, by yours truly.

1...all of the age's pyschics and seerers throught the last 100 years, from you all on the fourms to even the ancient Ones, you all are like of "many many blind people touching parts of the elephant" each sees only a section of it and Seen in your own life-terms. thus all is right, but partially so.

2...this One is a long looong time a-coming, coming from the beginning, even, as this Event is


to be able to live and to function *only8 in the higher demensional spiirt worlds, where there is no more re/in-carnations back to the earthplane.

"college" now for us all. no more high school.

this will not play out as the christians foresee as *ALL* souls will be saved, at leaast 95 to 99 percent of them. "abstract"? welll....NO!
suppose you utterly dislike abortion and you are saved and you dislike the abortion doctors. you then die and find in the afterlife that those abortion doctors are *JUST* as EQUALLY saved as you are! you then find, as you "opposed" them, you are now to live with them for hundreds of years, "dialalguing" with them and they with you and the other christains, dialoguing over the free will of a mother versus the free will of an incarnating soul that could not incarnate due to abortion!

this is just an example.

the lower heavens, the "entry lands" where souls now go to after they die, will now be barren lands and certain guides and masters and healers will greet the incoming souls from the earth in order to tell them to move on to a higher level.
thus, people, i feel that spiirt level basic entry level "1" will now be spiirt level "2"!
[no more "freshman" level in college, one begins at the sopthmore level.]
spiirit thus removes the older entry land to the heavens as we all have now outgrown even that one!

3..all of our advancements, especially in the humanities and the arts, during the last 40 years, and even the last 200 years, are to try to get more of us all to grow in soul to advance like of those certain high school corses where the kids in this special class actually go three days a week TO the local college to take college courses!

thus my OWN "mission', i see, during the next three years of peace and calm, wil lbe to feel deeply how everyone around me is detined for this high heaven forever, why the kid over at the next computer, in the library where i am typing this, the homeless guy begging on the corner before 7 pm until he walks to the shelter for the night, the libray adminteration people, the atheisist college profesoor over at FSU, the manager of a "superstore", president Bush, mr Simpson that guy, and anyone that *you* love or hate.

all destined for College where if you think that life was Rich and multifacited HERE, juuuuuuuuust wait!!

[go to get up to spped from the "30mph" 1950s to get up to "65mph" in the 2000s, so that each of us is ready for the "500mph" of the afterlife worlds! usual, only three minutes left on my library computer time, thus "spelling and wordprocessing is the last thing that i find to be real!]


Friday, September 21, 2007

vision: the ascension of the earth's peoples within our lifetimes.

hi all.

here on the 20th of september, last night, I had this dimly remembered, but very powerful, dream
about the " Ascension of the earth's people within our lifetimes"!

This short dream begins where essentually I was standing outdoors at night with a small telescope and was looking at the stars. My telescope showed to me a rock-like object with a small "craft"
"buzzing" around it. a "ufo". but not really the classic ufo, but some sort of spaceship with someones abord to control it.
The next scene in the dream was where i was receiving communications via "telepathy" from these aliens aboard the ship!

They then began to tell me that they all are watching several planets, in the galaxy. Apparently, they say, most inhabited planets follow a similar evolutionary path, the collective races of each planet, do. At some point in the planet's race's evolution, all of the people somehow "ascend" into a higher demension, to inhabit a Parallel planet, a planet that is made up of a "higher" demensional material, thus not visible to any person who is on the material plane. They all go at once, the people do.
[this is the "standard" message that has been given out to people from Spirit, over and over, by others!
Either by Contact, by mediumship, or by vision, in many many words, been told to us. ]But I was impressed by the final few sentences that these aliens told me!

[in my words]
"the peoples of the earth are due to collectively ascend, all at once, all at one time, within most of their currant lifetimes, to the Parallel planet that is "above" them in vibrational materialness"!!
"they will all go at once, all at one time".
---end of dream.

enough said, the dream says it all......



here the next day I want to add some more to this dream.

hi all...

there is something that i wish to add to this here vision! I have found that in such dreams, the tiniest smallest detail can mean everything. there is one detail here that I ought to so mention as this detail could mean 'all"!

in the telescope I could peer at the stars, thus I am looking at something that is not visible to the naked eye, as anything needing a telescope is far far away: thus the telescope! but why did not the aliens
appear closer to the earth?! why did they hover around a small object far away, whereas for many psychics, Encounterees, and for other "alien/ufo" encounters, the object of the "craft" is almost always
in the sky nearby?

I feel that the answer lies in that planet thing that they were hovering around. This object did not *look*
like a planet! it was not round and smooth like a planet and the flight of this craft seemed to indicate that they could fly around this object quickly.

the 'clincher" was that I could see that this object was "rough and bumpy". not round at all. thus i sense that this object was like of a round rock. but the bumps were small, thus the object is large, for a hunk of rock.


my own Guess, and my own guess only as this is not stated in the vision, is that this object is indeed a hunk of rock, not a planet and this hunk might be 20...100..200 miles in diameter. no way to tell its size, but larger than 15 to 30 miles, probably.



just a hunk of rock, there are many, maybe millions of them throughout the solar system. "but the term 'asteroid" is used if such a rock is coming towards the earth.

---that this rock is headed for the earth, in a few years, abd *this* is the object that will ascend us all!!

but why could not these alien DO something about this rock, like move it?! blow it up?!


.....If the Overspirit of the universe, God, choses to ascend a race, he might send an "enabler" for to do it, thus this rock is Sealed from being influenced by *any* other influences or beings!

thus this Event might well be "written in stone, set in stone", pun intended!

but this idea is just mine alone and not part of the vision. I sensed that the aliens do not live on this rock. the rock may be years away, but not many.

I can Hear the Moans, now, from the ascended souls, as they find themselves falling upon the New heaven pastures, some old old souls moans out, speaking for all...

"but we all were so so close to beginning to solve our racial problems with the envirnment and our way of western industrial life, why take us all at the very very height of our civilization?"!!

Then a white robed angel-like Master, a resident there, a greeter, might well say, i feel, "you have it backwards, oh moaning, wailing, soul! the comet/asteroid's hitting the earth, was Timed by the lord at the very beginning of the human race's incarnations upon the earth, way back in Adam's time. Thus all of your 200+ years of great accelerated cultural learnings and increase of freedoms and humanity's
growth in the arts and sciences, was done *JUST* to have you all be prepared *FOR* this event of Racial graduation! the better prepared that you were there, back on earth, the better that you can enjoy the richness of the heavens with, now that you are here!!
[to hit the heaven grounds Running!] [the bakery oven has been Properly pre-warmed, back on earth, NOW the real Baking can begin!]

I feel....."think: the last two weeks of high school is used for cram-courses to get everyone ready to graduate at a better readiness for college. To help the laggards, yes, but also to have everyone ready for the college courses. the fact that this is being done, these two weeks of accelerated learnings, would be a sign, to someone who cannot keep track of high school year-time, that school IS about to be over!!"


Thursday, August 30, 2007

my 1980 end time vision

hi all...

Here is my very first end time vision that I ever had, back in 1980; the beginning of my series of these visions.
Sometimes the very first dream, in a series, is the most powerful and revealing!

I was "into" sathya Sai baba, at the time, in early 1980, I began to read books about him, this living
master who lives in India, followed by millions, here in this country some people feel that he is not "true".
He appeared in some of my dreams, then , too.

Over the years he has built a number of colleges for both young men and girls, all over India.

He claims that his past life was Shirdi sai baba, another Master who lived in the 1800s. A beloved saintly master still worshipped as an incarnation of Vishnu.

about a couple of months of baba-reading, i had this here Dream, a dream that was much more than an ordinary dream!

The vision began when I stood before an old man in a white robe, a bearded old man who *might* indeed have been Shirdi Sai baba!! I could see that he was standing upon a pavement of what appeared to be the entrance to an imposing public building. But I could see the grass growing through the cracks in the pavement stones. The sky did not look "right" either!
This person then said, slowly, in english....."all is wreck and ruin". Then he vanished!
All I could then see whas this building, and I began to walk through it. There was just one huge building, and there was utter abandonment here. not ruin by "military attack", not ruin by "riots", this ruin was just done by weather and time. I saw drooped awnings, dusty offices with nothing in them, dust and wind-swirls of litter in the halls.
Suddenly the scene chnages!! I am standing in front of this same building, but now there are hundreds of young men wandering about, doing their business, all wearing white clothes and carrying books and briefcases. the grass is green on the lawn, the building is used by these men. All look about the same age.
---end of dream.

[my interpetation]: that this building is one of the colleges that sathya sai baba has built, in the 80s and 90s and maybe in early 2000. For men only. All of the campus is on this one hall.
But I was shown its future, ahead in time, and by inferences *OUR* future too!
for....there were no people living in it or no people using it, this IS omenious, sports fans, very VERY bad news indeed!!,
---because in India there are 800 million people and if a building gets to be abandoned, it will fill with squatters immediately! And, if not dwellers, the Red Cross or the government, will use it, in case of some national disaster!
[ my inference]: that whatever makes this college collapse, will be SO complete, that there will be very very few people left, in India, to BE "squatters", and there will be no government or even a foreign
"red cross" to come to give aid, as other countries will have problems of their own!

I suspect that this vision is telling me..."end of global civilization"!!
no timeframe is given.

baba claims that he will die around 2020, he also claims that there will be no major earthchanges, globally, during his lifetime. Thus then either he will die before 2020, or that this envisioned future will be after 2020.


Tuesday, July 31, 2007

fall of rome and our future

hi all....

yesterday my ordered computer game came in the mail. "Rome's darkest hour" an adventure game about 200 AD rome. the introduction wrote about how Roman empire was on the verge of using steam and electric but that they went into a dark age that last for nearly 1000 years.
This got me to thinking, as I walked to this morning's library. Thinking about that teaching Guide
that I read about where he channeled this info through a medium, I read of her/his book, years ago, and the FEELING of his wisdom was good, for me, I feel his truth and *what* amazing, all-encompassing, truth was told, the whole of recent history in one paragraph *and* a suspician about our tomorrow!

the "[...]'s" is where I will add my own comments, not the Guide speaking. I am doing this from memory, also bear this in mind.

He talked about how the dark ages were so profound, after Rome's fall, that even the painters could not even now paint images in perspective! Then he told why. he spoke of how there is a legend about Jesus, one of the many many legends about him. This is where "all of the dead saints, who died before jesus died, waited in the lower heavens for jesus to ascend, then they all went up to the celestial levels with Him". This guide then spoke about what this really meant. He says that there are "racial graduation" times, for when old old souls have finished up their last earthl lives and then all Go at once to live permanently in the Spirit world with no more earthly incarnations.
[my local university has something like this: a semester that runs to end of december, some people graduate then, as they also do after the sumer term. but 80% of the graduates graduate at the end of the spring semester. thus there are "small" graduation times, then there is the Big One, the end of the 10th avatar age, when shiva\Kalki, the guy in the red robe on the white horse, that ends the age in Fire, all souls graduate at once!]

The guide then told how when Jesus died and then Ascended, it was a signal for all of the old souls to asend with him and thus at that time, there were no more old souls in the West! Rome then fell apart as there were only young souls left to rule it and to keep everything going!!
Then this guide added this; that as there were only young souls left, the idea of reincarnation, in the Bible, would only confuse there young souls. thus Jesus, HIMSELF, took it out of the bible, via the council of trent and Nicea!
[ooops: it was Jesus that removed all references to reincarnation, not the "evil" council menbers!]
[Even today, it would be far far better to focus on the "now" instead of the past lives]
So for hundreads of years, only a few older souls kept the knowledge of history safe, in the monestaries, the few older souls in the rest of the world maintained civilization.

there. 1000+ years of history in several paragraphs! I will now add this: that i also feel that Rome itself and the Empire, was also stimulated by the Christ so as to give to souls the opportunity to grow!
"cultural enrichment 101". In the stable civilized times of Rome, souls could develop far better. Thus the Roman empire [in the humanities area, at least ] was set up *as* a enabler for the Harvest of souls that this Guide writes of!
[think: a month before high school graduation, they bring in special teachers and begin programs to
stimulate faster and more and better learnings, amoungst the students, then they all graduate, the program is over and then dismantled. thus i see Rome and the Empire, now, in that light.]

I hope you all are now "ahead of me", pondering OUR age and its great enrichment possibilities for soul growth!! What is the Christ Doing, now, behind the scenes?!
I, myself, would guess that soon, very very soon, a mass graduation is due!
as advertised in these forum posts!

thus I see now how our 2000+ plus of History is really a Cirriculum for the growing and culturing of souls. the cirriculum masters Set it up, the "conspiricy people's" have it right, that all of history is Manipulated, but I see that the Source of this manipulation is from the Source, the Christ! Even, say, if it is so that 10 ruling families control the oil, for 200 years, there are puppetmaster strings going down from their hands to manipulate industry and politics, few see the strings on *THEIR* hands, going yet up higher, they are in turn manipulated!

Thus i see this Guide's telling, as a Prophecy for our age.


Monday, June 11, 2007

the homeless shelter

my dream began when I started to dream that i was in my yellow sports car, my spiritual symbol, one of them, for astral travel to somewheres. I pulled off of the road near a wooded rail road tracks and then walked a bit up to a cabin. Then the next memory was that i was sitting in the cabin and there were about 20 homeless people sleeping on the floor; it was now morning and they were getting up. One of them recognized me and called to me by name!

In walked another young man with a "uniform" on, a railroad worker and he motioned them all to follow him out to the rail yard outside of the cabin, there was some kind of open air rail car on it with about 50 seats and they all got on. me too. This car went along to the South, i am sure of this direction. The cabin turns out to be next to a line of buildings, I could see into the largest, a huge HUGE one floor thrift shop of some sort, full of clothes upon rack after rack, going off in the distance for hundreds of feet. I could see a notice on the wall...the prices and the word "vouchers".

[homeless people are often given these vouchers by the counselors to buy things with]

then the car stopped and everyone got out, the car had stopped right next to the highway, a highway running east to west. i could see my own yellow car nearby and I got into it and thus this dream was over.

I used the bathroom and then had a second dream. *again* I was in this place. I was now standing next to the row of buildings, the very same buildings as in the first dream. I wandered, bemused, through offices and counseling rooms; apparently this whole square mile was filled with a VERY thought out counseling center for the homeless, apparently.

I turned a corner to look at the main line North-South railroad track and was surprised to see hundreds of people, in a group. Here was maybe 500 people, with a speaker upon a small podium, and this talker pointed towards the east where below off to the distance i could see what looked like horses pulling vans. Then up came a team of horses, maybe a set of 8 horses in teams of two side by side, pulling a huge huge wagon with many many seats, but on rails, on the railroad track, pointing north. they all got onto this wagon, then as this wagon began to move Northwards, the people tossed coins out to a few homeless people who stood behind.

[i had the feeling these wagon money tossers were saying, in effect, "where we all are going, money is not used, here have some"!]

I then woke up.



--I could tell from the "surrounds" in the first dream that this place was not on earth!

the highway represented the earthplane, "North" was upwards towards the next level of heaven, up. Thus this Zone, where this counseling center was, is the first entry level into the heaven from the earth. this would be a zone where the dead would first arrive, if they had had little spiritual life of Preparations, when living on the earth. the *TRUE* Homeless, as they is really no place pre-set up for them in heaven, and they are not now living on the earthplane. Anyone who died, and had a better spiritual life, would either bypass this first zone, or just pass through it immediately.

the traincar moving south?

--this was for *other* astral travelers to get them to return back to the earthplane. maybe even for the dead who had to be sent back to the earthplane, to be next to it, for awhile, like maybe to watch their own funerals! Or to watch what their friends and co-workers *really* thought of them!

And that they would be the "homeless", as on earth they, even as they are still living there, having an astral travel dream, they do not have much of a soul-development as yet, thus they are "homeless"!

the traincar moving to the North?

--filled with the Counseled, and helped, Dead, who are now sent onwards to a higher heaven.

[this Zone must be one of the entry-points for souls to enter heaven from the earthplane, after they die. It is also a place to help visitors from the earth, in their dreams, to try to get their inner spiritual life "ignited", so that they will cease to be homeless. One can, after all, have a nice job and live in a nice mansion or condo, and be spiritually Homeless!]

[the longer that there are no earthchanges, ala "2012", this Center will send incoming souls Upwards with a better preparation for the next level; the longer that we all have, before the end times, the more souls that can be helped!]

Monday, June 4, 2007

no more purgatory worlds!

Yes, last night I had yet another out of body dream to visit heaven, I seem to have one or three per week, now. This one slightly "disturbs" me as the meaning of this dream would challange many orthodox views of hell and heaven!

This dream begin when I note that I am floating, or flying, along and over a road that climbed a bit uphill. I then entered a "zone", a place, a world, and I knew what and where this place is, having been here a few times before. This heavenzone appears to be what some people might call "purgatory", or what I might call, "a place where the souls go who have not developed enough, in their lives, enough spiritual life, to be able to ascend to the heaven higher up the mountain place where most "good" people go when they die.

[the "outer courtyard" of heaven, not hell, but not heaven.]

As I entered this Zone, I noted that the sky was grey and the haze was very fog-like, as usual. tis foggey here all of the time. I then entered a village of run-down houses and dreary streets: looked *quite* a bit like some English midland coal mining town or southern Appalachian similar coal industral city.

I stopped to ask a man who was standing along a street.

"I was summoned here to attend a party-like meeting, can you tell me where this house is, I usually can enter to be right near it". he told me of some ...."yes the city's intellectuals and artists are having a get-together just at the end of this street".

I then went futher along this street. I noted some very very strange designs of buildings, all set up to be drama-houses or theaters of some sort.

I also noted that the sky was beginning to clear up, i could now see some blue sky between the clouds, and I "scratched my head" over this as this Zone is always cloudy and dreary as this is the Law, here, as the Operating Conditions of this place!

Yes I found the place where I was apaprently summoned to. In a large house was apparently the Leaders and the highest souls, of this city within this zone. dozens of people and i am not sure if all were residents or some maybe also out of body came here.

For some reason they particularly summoned me, maybe because of my knowledge of weather, having an interest in weather all of my life and went to college to study weather, too, in the 60s. They all wanted to know why the sky was clearing!!

Then I sort of "went into meditation mode" and then seemingly contacted my higher self, much like Jane Robert's Seth, who many feel that Seth is Jane's higher self.

This was *another* freestone speaking now! As if i were channeling my self, my upper Soulself, to these assembled people!

I told them that this cleaing of the skies was not an accident or of some temporary aberation

of astral weather: this is permanent and the fog will soon be gone and the sky will be, from now on, mostly clear. The, I said, that this reason for the changes is that this whole level of

purgatory, in fact all of what was considered to be called, by some, purgatory, is to be changed so that purgatory itself is to enter heaven so that there is just now one heaven for the human race, with all of its small culture-Zones within itself, but yet all under one Arch-heaven.

[the summer "reform school" before the fall college entry, will not now exist, for those who lag behind: the reform school kids will enter college directly!]

Then I told them something even the more strange!

I told them that the hell worlds are next on this "agenda" of Change! That immenently the hell worlds will all be brought up to heaven so that all of their residents will now live in heaven, even the "arch-demons"! Thus there will be truly one vast heaven-universe, for the new age of mankind, eveyone will live in the same vibrational place, when this is finished!

[read that: that heaven and hell and purgatory will be in the very same place!]

I then told them, in "difficult-to-convey" language that the reason that this vast change is being done is that the very nature of "spirtual salvation", having "Jesus in your heart, in your life", has undergone a RADICAL change, over the last number of years.

[i.e that channeled book from the 60s where the son, in heaven, was telling his family through his mother, maybe, how it is like to live in heaven and one family member asked why the kids of "today" are so restless, and the son told him that Jesus lowered himself right down next to the boundry between heaven and the earthplane; his Presence there is stimulating the most flexible people, the young! This channeling was done in the 70s, i think.]

--that somehow now nearly ALL of the "dead arriving souls into the heavens" are "saved", whther they know it or not, or even if they "deserve it" according to christian doctrines!

the drug dealers, the abortion doctors, the murderers, all are now *just* as saved as any devout christian is!!

---and that even somehow Jesus managed to enter the purgatory and the hell worlds to "save" these souls too!

Thus all are now saved, there will be no more need for purgatories and hells, a true one heaven where all souls will mingle toghter to begin the new age of the "new heavens", apparently!



a bit much even for me to grasp! but that is the "dream report" uncensored, given as remembered, with probable slight distortions of recalls!

no wonder the end times are being delayed. Gives time for, not only for more souls to be saved, but to give time to transfer even the very worlds over to another vibrational form!

No more Hell, no more purgatory!


Tuesday, May 29, 2007

vision: telling the dead lady about Jesus!

Telling the dead lady about Jesus.

Last night I had another one of those wonderful dreams where I begin the dream in what looks to be a "standard dream setting", although very Lucid and vivid, but nearly immediately I realize that I am in one of the afterlife worlds, one of the heavens!

[I go, am taken there, nearly every other night, now, but not very often are there dreams to "report"!]

There are many many worlds, there, the dream begins where I am in a room in what appears to be a very large farmhouse, I can see the countryside and the fields outside of the window. The dream begins as I note that I am talking to a lady, just she and I, sitting together; the room has some furnishings that infer a sort of "Victorian new age" look, to things. I seem to have been counseling her about something and have been for some time now, as if I have a second soul-self, there in heaven, a self that is self-aware and functioning, utterly apart from me here on earth!

As I realized that I was talking to her, I then realized what her problem was, it was that she had died and she did not know this! She still thinks that she awoke from somewheres, and is now in a strange pretty room. I begin to broach slowly the Subject that she might be dead. As i begin to do this, i suddenly get up from my chair: there seems to be some "urgency' to walk out of the room! I do so, walk into the hall and through another door to see....

[I have been telapathicly Summoned! I am wanted and wanted Now: some crisis of some sort in another counseling room, apprently this house is a counseling center and each room has a client and counselors.]

I come into a room to see about five people surrounding a young lady dressed up in a formal white wedding dress! She is very very upset, and the counselors cannot calm her, and she *has* realized that she has passed on, died, and Is now in a heavenworld, but she is very upset that she died *at* her wedding time! here she is getting ready to be married and like maybe she has an auto accident on the honeymoon drive, away from the church ceremony [a guess!]

They wait for me to say something to her, and i hesitate for just a moment and then I "read to her the riot act"! I told her in no uncertain terms that she is now dead and she is now in heaven and that it is sad to die at your wedding time but then you can make a substitution to become betrothed to Jesus, to have Jesus as your bridegroom! I told her that "of course this does not mean that you live with Jesus: this means that you have Jesus in your inner life of the soul, in the sense that the Bible writes of the Bride and Bridegroom, Jesus and his devotee"! i then, very loudly and in serious grave tones, told her,


[direct experience, outer and inner.]


I mentioned, in addition, how here everyone is empowered by the Christ, that the very fabric of this heavenworld is upheld and empowered by Him. One is awake, aware, and lives, by Him energizing and upholding one's soul.

I then walked out into a main room, a room full of people who were apparently leaving from another room, a room where there was some kind of Church-like service finishing up.

the concluding organ music was very very nice. I never ever heard organ music like this before, the most beautiful I have recalled hearing. I leaned up against the wall, absorbed in this music. Now, in this moment, I tried NOT to pay attention to any one of the 20-odd people in this huge room, I knew that if i did i would break the focus and wake up!

The music finished, the last person came out of the chapel room; I entered to see the organ and was very very surprised! I could see a very tiny telvision set next to the wall, a set with its screen going off, shutting down, as if this set was a VCR/DVD player, but with an 8-inch screen, and probably one inch speakers too.

But the Organ was 100% "there" in complete alive presence!

[Yet another surprise of heaven: how the physical presentations of events can be
"like living in the Matrix", where a tiny tv can produce this production, somehow. least this was the only way that I could visually Accept what I was looking at, the actual object of Transmission might have no earthly correspondence at all! what probably happened here, i think, is that the whole wall opened up to another place, maybe 100 miles away, and that the whole wall was a "window" into a Service of some sort, involving Jesus and how to live the spiritual life]

Yes, people, here is an afterlife world where there was some sort of counseling center to tell

new arrivees that they had died, many were utterly unaware that they did die, after all, nothing had changed for them, they could see, hear, etc, as *if* they still were living on earth! And, of course, many many living people have no idea of a spiritual life, at all. or maybe if they did, it would be of what the dogmic church tells them is true and thus every other possibility is only the wayward directions of Satan!

I am now very very Impressed, of the Importance of having an inner spiritual life with Jesus as a living presence, and not just going to a church where there is only "dos and donts", and dogmas and doctrines, "toxic religion". One should get this going, while still living on earth: one never ever knows if that heart attack
or earthquake is just around the corner of time!

for in heaven....
Jesus is a Living Being, a person, and one will meet him.

For me, this is what "persoan salvation by Jesus" is, for the afterlife, He empowers the very outer and inner life that you have, there! Your very counsciouness is Supported by Him, as if there are two souls there in you: yours and His!


Wednesday, May 16, 2007

end times: a dream gives three years!

hi all...

Ah, yet *another* dream, that I just today, the 16th of may 2007, that has within it a statement that says the end of civilization is coming!

the dream begins when I am driving somewheres in my yellow car, the brand new Dodge Dart that I bought after leaving the Us air force, in 1967.

[this particular car, when it is in my dreams, represents my true self, the car is me, my identity, in this case, this yellow car is my soul symbol.]

As I drive, I find that the road is getting more and more ragged, the paved road is becoming a dirt trail. I get out to walk a bit along this road to check if I can continue any further. I then turn around to see that my car has utterly VANISHED! I also find that my pocket watch and my wallet are now gone too!
Then, as I am shocked at how everything is gone, in the dream I realize that this is a "out of body" experience into the astral planes.
That I am not on the earthplane; most of my dreams are like of this, going to visit the various planes of the heavens.

[cannot bring my "Identity" with me, here. perhaps after death one not only leaves behind material goods, but also the very concept of a self-from-the-earthlife! no memories, even, of one's earthlife, the only thing that remains is the important stuff, like how one's morals are and how one can love and how one can think, these will choose each and every choice, in the infinite time ahead! the ability to moralize, to think, to love, back on earth, will carry over. I could go on writing on this subject, but not in this dream write-up!]

Next to this road is a house. In it are many many people, appears that they are either teen agers or young adults. I also have the impression that many or most of them are not Residents of this plane either! That is....they are not dead. They also are living on earth but are traveling out of their bodies, using this house as a meeting place, why they could be from many places all over the world.
I stand next to the house and there are about four to ten people standing around me, and i begin to give to them all a *VERY* stern lecture! In my most "sermon-like" voice and Tone, I tell them all that
we all have THREE YEARS before civilization ends, that the world will
essentually end, for us all, then. "Civilization dies, and you all had
BETTER get your acts together and to try to live as soul-fully as possible, in love, mind, goodness, imaginations: Get Your Life's Work Done Now", I nearly shouted to them all!!

[what, people, impresses me most about my litteral "rant" to these kids is how 'unrantful" this rant was! I spoke with a Geat Knowingness, as if I were privy to some great Timing secret and Action, of the karma of the end times, as if my oversoul KNOWS, even as I, here now, as "freestone" knows little! That is, I told them all this, as if it were a Fact, an absolute, objective, thing.]

[However, since this dream occured not on the earthplane, my own intuition tells me that the Timing could be a bit "off". there could be an extra year. I have seen, and read of this, before, that a date given *in* the heavens, to an earth person, is one year off, a year of extra time.

FOUR YEARS, maybe.

still, four years is like three years.

I cannot "validate" whether or not this Information is real or not. I recall a dream that I had, somewheres around 2000, where I met a group of people and Told them, in the same manner, "that the 1996 beginning of the end times has been delayed", with this same aura of Knowing, a Knowing, apparently, from my overself from a higher plane, a knowing beyond my earthly learnings!

well there you allare. yet *another* vision of the End. not of the planet, not of the earth, but of our civilization. And probably most of our lives, all happening at once, within months or a few years!


Saturday, May 12, 2007

why things are so stressful today! Asension! end times!

I posted this summery of my end time and spiirtual beliefs, on a forum, here is a copy.


About 1980, or so, I began to have a series of dreams, where now from retrospect, I was being set up by Guides to be able to leave my body and go into the spirit worlds to see places in heaven and hell.
Another Gift was to be able to dream dreams using other people's memories as part of the dream story, thus I could follow a person's life. It was soon soon appernent that these people were also having memories, that i could use, from the afterlife, as life continues on after death.
And, yes, there are hells, and you do NOT want to live there, after you die!

And then there were the dreams where i was shown the future. a future. maybe several futures.

One of my visions had it where I was shown that the "end times" was to have begun in 1996, but is delayed. Thus some of these visions recieved before 1996, inferring the future to come, might have been over-written by the Grace that has now been given to us all. but I do not know.

my own personal philisophical summery, from my experiences, is that the bad stuff, of earthchanges, was to have begun indeed in 1996, and ongoing, slowly, so that by 1999, many many people would then be refugees, the Good Times would be by then over. Eventually, even the survivors would be mostly killed, and down down hill from then on, until 2012, or thereabouts! by this "date", [i pick 2012 for the obvious Marker reasons, the actual end of the earthchanges may well be another year!] only a very few would survive.

However, the Christ Intervened.

It was foreseen that the next age would arrive, the 10th age, as set up by he master spirits with God.
[it, to me, is apparent that the reason why no one can detect radio signals from alien civilizations is that either they are too technilogicly young, or else they have Graduated! All races, on all planets, eventually graduate into the spirit demension, so that *this* is the racial Home, of this race, in perhaps the 5th demension, a place where spiritual laws rule, not earth physical laws of science. Any one who is behind the "cirriculum curve", is not at the threshold of soul "ripeness" cannot come along, and is left behind!]
[think: "the rapture", and the left behinders! there is always a profound truth behind all of the christian dogma!]
these left behind souls are either taken to another planet, or they are the survivors here for the next earth age.

this 10th age is the paradise age, where everyone will eventually en-massee go up to the 6th demensional worlds some day.

of all of the churches that i have seen, the Jehovah's Witness people have it the most right as to what this 10th age will be like! only they think that this place of no sickness and where Jesus rules, is here on earth!
[go read what they say about the new earth after the end times, *now*, if you want to read what the 10th age world will be like! They also beieve that their "144,000 saved souls" are in another heaven above this, of course, this new age world is IN the heavens all right, but separate from the old after death heavens!]

see, our next earth age is the 11th! there is no 10th here on the earthplane, we all go from age 9 of Jesus: fish, picies, to the age of 10, Aquarious, in the spirit world: this is what the new agers would call "the Ascension"!
our next age here on earthis the 11th.
We go from 9 to 11, there is no 10th, here, as this 10th age is not a physical age!
[think of two gateposts, where one is the 9th, the other is the 11th, the 10th is the Path between the two posts, the Age rolls over at the millenium,
the radical liberals have deep problems understanding that there is a Spiritual world!]

But the High masters and Jesus was dismayed at the unpreparedness of the human race for ascention; years ago, why way back, I have read that the ascended masters met in the astral plane just about the earthplane in about the year 1820, they were VERY upset as
the human race was not anywheres *NEAR* ready for the mass ascention! at that Time, only the very very Elite would be able to graduate; the spiritually elite, that is! maybe only 10% of the 1820 human race would be able to go there, at the 1996, onwards, end times, latter days graduation!

Something had to be Done!

----first strike: STIMULATION! the industrial age was MAXIMIZED!
[A guide once wrote, via a medium, that on most planets, steam trains last 1000 to 10,000 years, before gasoline is developed! In other words, there is a very very slow development of the technology so that the soul life can catch up. Imagine: radio for 600 years, black and white tv for 300 years!
Thus now slavery was abolished, abraham Lincoln was to come to do this, for america. Edison was to come for the technology, i read that he was one of 40 to 90 souls, in the souls group of engineers, who Came, the others stayed in spirit and fed the info down to him, as guides!

maximum sufferings of the growth of souls, of course, you can hear the squals and squeals of the wheels
upon the rails as the train speeds up and makes that 90 degree turn at maximun speed!

Got To Get The Souls Up to Speed for the New vibratory world!!
the faster you vibrate, here, now, the more "pre-warmed" the oven is, to bake that new age bread!
the more ticket punches in your soul's ticket, here, now, the more heavenly temples of art, music, healing, etc, can you go to there. each punch hole of admission, is a life-experience here on earth.
Rudolf Steiner: " for every window of your earthly house that you open in this life, there is a corresponding window that opens in your soul's house in heaven, that has another vantagepoint on another vista of heaven, when you arrive there"!
thus the more you learn about Love, goodness, truth, here, the more you can enjoy this new age, when it comes and you are there!

---second strike: the delay of the end times so that more souls can be able to ascend! delay it right up to the very end, perhaps, until 2010 or 2012! have only "local' disasters" so that life can go on, that souls can learn their lessons so that many many more will be able to graduate! lessons of knowledge, of love, of goodness, of imaginations!

by now, probably , and I was Told this in a dream, actually, that over 90% of the earth's souls are now graduation material!
[the "dark side" of this is that many of the "women of the well of Samaria" are also now capable of ascending too!! they very people that you might, as spiritual people, dislike, like abortion doctors, drug dealers, despots, CEOs of mega-corporations, might very well be *just* as Saved as you, oh christians with Jesus in your hearts and feeling that these people are hell-fodder!!]

[I once read a channeled book where the son, killed in a car accident, automatic-writing through his father, the son, writing either in the 50s or the 70s, as "rock and roll" are mentioned, the son says, and this is one of my favorite sayings...

"the reason why the young people of today are so unrestful is that Jesus himself came down in vibration to the very astral boundry line between the astral and the earthplane and His Presence there is STIMULATING
ALL OF THE YOUNG PEOPLE as they are the most flexible!!"

got that, readers?!
--this explains ALL of why 1960 to present day is so stressfully advanceful and so stimulatingly multitaskful!!

Got to do 2000+ years of cultural and personal soul evolutions in just a few years!!

thus this is indeed the SECOND COMING, one more inch futher down in vibration and He would Incarnate!

for He comes to save the *other*thief on the cross, the one who would not say yes to his offer of Salvation!

the rest of us.


Thursday, May 3, 2007

the Party House

the party house!

hello, everyone.

here is an OBE experience where i "volunteered" to be
used in what is called by Guides..."rescue work"!
this is where someone has died but needs a little push
by some guide, to get up to heaven. Because
out-of-body souls are still connected directly to
earth...they sometimes can be used by Spirit for this they are of spirit and also the earth...thus
the dead person can see the obe person but not the
Guide....and the obe person can help the dead soul
connect with that guide. then the dead person can go
with guide, to heaven!

my experience begins....
I awake to the experience: I am standing in a very
dimly lit room with several young people. I see that
there has been a college student party and it has been
going on for quite a while...must be 4 in the morning!
there are empty beer bottles on the tables and cig
butts everywhere...and the students are dazedly
staring out into space...
a party house.
stale air and tired funiture and beery smells.
i walk around this dark house...i see that every room
has several kids in it...maybe 18 to 24 years old...
I, having a bit more awareness...noticed something
quite WIERD...there are *no* windows or doors, to this
house!! not a one...i begin to earnestly look for
even a window...let alone a door: NONE!!
I began to prod these get them to notice
that something strange is going on...
"how long has this party been going on"?...i asked.
[ here is a house with 20...30 kids with no windows or
doors and they have been here for days and days, in a
drawn out party-binge. not one of them are even aware
of the strangeness.]
I ranted.
i raged!
I managed to get most of them to be suddenly aware
that there was not a single way out!...and that they
had been there for days...i tried to get them to see
the INCONSISICY: how could they be IN the house if
there were no way to get in?!!
i got several kids to try to remember what they did
before they came to the party: one kid recalled that
he was on a hospital bed, being sedated for an
operation...another kid was in a car and it was about
to crash into another car!!

[they all had just died! massive denial was going
on..each of them had died from some condition: being
very young...the matter of death never occurred to
them...even when alive, thus their coping with the
fact of their death, was very very difficult: at
21 years of age, most people think of an

"there's GOTTA be some door somewhere" i shouted!
"there's one"
...i saw a door, in the kitchen...i could see the
light framing it!
"all together...shoulder to it"
three of us pushed it flew right open....
to reveal....!

the sea!

this house was on a point of land..I could see a fog
bank behind the house, and another fog bank out in the
ocean. the waves were crashing upon the shore, about
three feet below the grassey yard, about ten feet from
the door; the sea was right in their faces, as they
all filed out, mouths agape!
tis it was...the elecric blue sky overhead with fog
all in the distances...
they stood there...suitibly HUMBLED...sober to the
seemingly, the water calmed in a few moments and the
tide went out. we all saw that this fog was lifting,
on the other side of what was now have
this sea actually to be just a harbor, with a small
seaport just on the other side of this harbor, from
the party-house....maybe only 500 feet away! was now clear that this harbor was very very
shallow, SO shallow that one could walk across it!
we all did...the water was about three inches deep!

Here was a empty looking town with a dock.
we scrambled up onto this dock and began to walk down
the one main street.

here, folks, i saw something a little strange...for i
saw that as we walked inland from this dock, along the
street, there were side streets that branched off from
it. Here, one by one....these kids would walk away
from the group, as IF each side street was calling one
person to come along it!
[of course!...each path leads to a
PARTICULAR "welcome home", tailor-made, by Spirit and
Guides, for each arriving soul, in my group of newly
dead-to-earth, souls!]

one by one...each kid went off to a side street, to
meet his relatives and friends who awaited his
Homecoming...all of his people who died before him,
who cared lovingly for him...would be there, to greet
him and help him to adjust to the New Order of

by now...i had only three or four kids with me...and
the street had now come up to the hill at the back of
the town. there was a "ski lodge" type hostel,
I took these kids inside...the hotel clerk was i left this awake into my
body..."welcome to the Lodge..there are always rooms
availible here for people without greeters to meet

live an incredible life

Freestone Wilson

the ring sing

another visit to the Spirit lands last night in my

I went to Somewhere. tis a place i often go to and it
seems to have some vibrational association with
"southern Illinois" as i lived there once. tis the
same place each time i visit, out of body.
last night i went "running" along a road, flying,
actually, flying about head-height, along a road. at
least one other person was running with me.
[i read that is one form of travel in the of a very fast running at six
feet off the ground]
i went to a settlement of people where they all were
going to DO something. the field next to this village
was open to the sky, Hawks of immense size were in the
air, off to the distance....there was a feeling of
"space" in the air..."electric peace"...a feeling of
all of the people, i knew not whether they ALL were
residents or not: i feel that many were also "night
visitors", like of me!......all of the people gathered
at the base of a small hill, in the field, the field
that reached to the horizon, and they got ready for to
do something.

[now i have read and seen pictures of this which is to
come. i knew that in heaven there were these: but
this is the first time that i can REMEMBER being in
one; i have been in them before, but this one event is
the most vivid, of late.!]

all the people gathered in a ring about 80 feet in
diameter, there were sometimes three or four people
deep behind some people: a ring utterly open in the
center, all holding hands and getting ready for some
Sing or Ritual of some sort. Interesting....i stood
very very close to being behind someone, as if i
almost WERE that person! the event began: i
immediately woke up!!

this happens a lot, the waking up JUST as the event
begins. i have my suspicians as to why i woke up in
this ring-sing. has to do with me being practically
on the back of this large middle-aged lady, in front
of me!
my guess: that i was a "bridge"! I BROUGHT, in some
manner, this lady from her sleep, a "fetcher" of a
soul i was, so that SHE could experience this
sing-festival! Spirit used me to fetch her to this
event, as i have seen this process before, with me: in
this case the lady was almost able to do it on her own
and my counsciouness added to hers made it possible
for her to be there. once she was there, i was not
needed anymore. but why was i not also there to enjoy
because if i were, it would not BE her experience!!
my counsciousness was SO blended with hers that
her own experience would be overwrote by my presence!
be like getting a cup of coffee to get ya up in the
morning: but if you drank ten cups of that coffee per
hour from then on, that coffee would "arc out"
your day! color it!
my presence AS her, at the sing, would end up adding
my ego-loops to her subcounsciousness and COLOR her
this is why i ferry many many many people to see Sai
baba and masters and events like this: but never never
get to experience even ONE of them, in my memories of
over 100 such events!
Tis a "spiritual honor" to be a Enfranchised Ferryman:
not my Calling to be there for it! i have 1,000,000+
years, soon enough, to go to any one of these that i
want to: NOW, here on earth, my WORK must be done!
[I seem to dwell on this point a lot in this post: but
i only saw this AS i was writing it out! now i know
why i never never see that Master or sing with the
people! this is why people keep journals: to help
them think out what has happened to them in that day's
entry. thus my weblog helps me almost more than as
it would communicate to someone of my experiences!]

now i sense a meaning of that word..."Spiritual
SACRIFICE"! or...what is meant by the
not merely giving of money or time to someone or
something, giving up food or i would
sacrifice any experiencing of the events that i help
Spirit fetching, carrying, souls-from-their-sleep, to.

my role would be to add my awareness to "prime
their pumps" like of a cup of coffee so that they are
awake IN their dreams, at the event, so that they can
begin to experience it: then i leave....the sacrifice
is where i leave so that this experience will be
THEIRS, not both of us together where some of my
value-system judgements do not bleed into the fetched
person's awareness and COLOR their experience with my
subcounscious "stuff"! thus by leaving, i give to
them their own experience! I defer experiencing such
"spiritual celebrations" until after i die, or even
far far later, as my Role may still be needed even
after i arrive and live there...fetching souls from
earth! may be far far up in the levels of heaven
before i ever get to do one of these FOR ME!
like that man of the Movie..."the last picture
show"...where he enables all of the young kids to go
off to the big cities to Do their Dreams: but he
himself will never never leave the town, and will die
there of old age!

Tuesday, May 1, 2007

how to deal with autistic miseries!

asper miseries and depressions

in another list, someone said....
>> "Being an asperger adult is miserible"!!

and.............from someone else!

> "I think that the social aspect of my life is not
> for people, like of me, on the spectrum of
aspergers and autism."

I tried to give some Advice!
here it is, my letter of reply....... for you all, on
your list.

and hello all!

i feel your pains. I wish i could write some good
words to chear up you two, but maybe my own asperness
keeps a good counseling answer from coming.
that is a "biggie"....your question.

i will have to give it a try, maybe, perhaps i will
hit or miss or even irratate a bit; but i will write

from 500 feet away, i do not see your problem as an
asper problem, so much as a problem of
"self-acceptance and self worth"! i see it under the
file "i am depressed and somewhat bitter
because of my own conception of myself versus what i
see is out there, in the world"!
---wheelchair people, lonely people, heart attack
people...actually this is common to all people who see
themselves as not being part of the action of life.
actualy, this depression can be a first stage on the
way to healing as one is now discovering that there is
a lack, somewhere, in the personal are not
anymore "dumb and happy"!

i know a man from india. Bombay. actually he is an
urban man.
he is depressed and angry, he now lives in a small
city and has no likes for the 20th century.
same thing.......he does not Fit, he is Lonely, he
must feel that there is nothing that he has that is
valuable enough in him, to be able to use in life. he
grouches about the "small conservative city of
tallahassee...boring boring and dull"!
not Bombay...but hey...there are THREE universities
here...FIVE major libraries. the public library has 20
to 30 internet computers, and the open-use FSU
library, that anyone can use, has 300 computers! clubs...parks...
-----i could go on and on and on-----
only Boring people find life Boring!!

can you change yourselves?!
I once lived in a town of 600 people, my home town, a
few years ago.
a year after i left, for health reasons[air polution],
someone whom i told that i lived there, he asked
me..."were you not bored out of your mind?"! i
replied that i had unanswered letters on the shelf and
ten books that sat half read on the table, all of that
year... as i had not a moment free to do anything
about them. then i went into a 30 minute rant about
all of the things that i would do in a day, in my home
walk about the pretty quiet streets, shady with trees.
Volunteer with the Food Giveaway program at this
cafe coffee.
hikes in the country.
talk talk talk to the town people.
---let alone personal maintanence!
.....and i a single man with no car!!

A man once told me how boring it was to look out of
the train window for hours at a pine woods, in South
georgia where the pine woods is 200 miles across. i
told him that i could talk for HOURS about what was
about that woods.....the people who live in it, the
weather and climate, the bugs and animals, the
terpintine gatherers and their lives, the Culture of

two suggestions follow.

try to get out of yourselves to have some greater
purpose to your lives. whether it is a Spiritual life
or another person or some idealisms...Get that Compass
of your life away from you iron belt buckle, so that
it can point to a True North. then you can walk true
through the Woods of Life: otherwise you will wander
around in circles with your North being only your
belt buckle self...self-centered!

try to see what GIFTS aspergers has given to you, and
then to use them in your life! maybe you are good at
mental imaging or of scetchings with a pencil, or of
some way of seeing the world, attentionally or
visually, where you see and hear things that no one
else can sense.
thus then you can share with others your UNIQUE
sensings. in your lament that you are not like all
other people, there lurks a self non-acceptance. you
can NOT be like anyone or all everyones!
no one can! thus try to capitalize on your talents!
like: with me, i can tell if a cookie is homemade or
stale, in about .00042 seconds, at the first bite. i
have a very good mental picture talant...of course few
people can take the time to hear me talk it all out,
in this harried age, but that is NOT my problem, it is
too, i have a spiritual life and have been blessed
with Out of body/near death type .....visions of the
afterlife worlds, complete with talks with relatives,
a TWO WAY conversations...thus i KNOW that life is
everlasting![i have about ten of these accounts on
file, ask me if you want to read them, if you had not
already read them!
who else can "rerun" a whole inner image video, of the
streets of the town that they used to live in, like

"ah", you say..."why bother to DO that, if life is not
worth living"?!!

there it is...the Real problem-question, of these two
people, and of Most who Ask this Question and who are
depressed and bitter!

what can ya do to make life worth living?!
that is what YOU have to do: find that answer to that
question! it will be different for each and all, the
Answer! to find something that everything else
revolves and centers around, like of a hole in a
record album. and, yes, for some it is becoming
"saved", and having a religious/Spiritual life. but
for others, it is of Other things.
i would the LEAST: find, valadate,
and grow....YOUR SOUL!
know that you have one. then know it, belive it, live

there...i said something.....

an autistic person probably has a WORSE condition under the Autism!

hi all...

here is my second newtopic of today, being new to the forum.
a new autism forum, mostly for adult with high level autism

I have seen Autism whether aspergers or high level functioning, in adults,
to be the "second condition" of the person, and the "first condition" I
have found, is affecting the person WORSE than the autism!!

what is this second condition?
---why it is the "poor self image" that comes from being put down, from
childhood onwards, from everyone around you and then you internalize this
self-image and then you begin to belive it and then you live your life
from then on believing it! Anyone who walks a different path, is like
that fish in a school of fishes that swims at different angles to the rest
of the fish.

an ice cream shop where there is a line of teen age kids. all of them have
only a choice of vanillia or strwberry, thus the clerk ends up in a loop
routine of saying the same things over and over and he ends up fanticizing
while dishing out ice cream. *then* the 1q140 Aspergers teen comes up. he
asks whther this vanillia is "natural" and also what is in it. the clerk
is angry that his train of thought is interrupted. the kid picks up this
anger like of a shock wave coming at him. thus the kid ends up feeling
that it is his fault that the clerk is angry. he cannot take it anyways
from anything that this anger is directed at him and he is the One that is
the odd man out. repeat this scene about 500 to 5,000 times a year, in
every single social action, or sports clumseynesses!! soon he belives
that there is something wrong with him.

---thus even if there is some "theraphy" that might actually help this
person become more "functioning" in the world, a theraphy that is "kind"
to autism people, the issue of the poor self image has YET to be addressed
and this issue will then become the real "killer" for his higher
functionings after theraphy! For as long as he feels that he is "not
right", or that "it is my fault", his self-functionings will be imared!

Thus i feel that maybe this image-issue should be addressed not only
first, but made to be of more important, in the counselings of the
autistic person, or in his teachings as to how he could have a higher
level functioning!


how to move a cat into a new house

new cat, new house. adapt!

hello everyone.

Something on one of the posts reminded me of
My mother owned a cat kennel, when she was alive. oh
it was a Special cat kennel...grand champion longhair
persian cats, with the lesser offspring sold for pets.

Her wonderfull vetinarian gave to her some advice,
once, on how to acclimate a new pet cat to one's
home...or your old cat to a new house or apt.

I will pass this advice on, here....

First you find or buy a pet carrier cage, one large
enough so that the cat will be comfortable in it for a
week. Outfit this cage with a real comfortable towel
to make the cat feel nice....and add any other things
to it that the cat will enjoy. Before you bring the
cat in, find a place in the living room, or some quiet
room that is always open to the rest of the house; a
place that this cage will go to. ideally, the cage
itself should be in a sheltered spot, like as if this
spot is like the cage itself----like behind the couch
or in the always-open closet.
when you bring this cat into the house for the very
first time, have the cat IN the cage; do not let the
cat into the house before this! the cage, with cat, in that spot, with
lots of food and water in the cage and keep that door
shut for three days. as you come by to change the
newspaper litterbox and add water/food, say good
things to the cat[ come by often, anyway, just to say
On the third the door. let the cat come
out WHEN it wants may be right that moment or
days later. keep the cage ALWAYS THERE, however..even
after the cat has left it.
keep that cage there with the door always open. you
may note that if a salesman comes to the door or
Company comes or some other chaotic action
happens...this cat may timidly run back to that "safe
spot", the cage! that is the spot that started the
new acclamation to the house ...that one sheltered
place. some cats may not run back, but some cats may
need that cage to be there as a near-permanent thing.
thus, this cat will have, in its small-cat-mind, a
sense of SECURITY as it knows that "if the worst
occurs" there will be indeed a safe place to hide in.
with THAT sense of security, the cat will have a more
"optimistic" sense of cat-self-worth, and feel better
about taking cat-risks, in its explorations of the new
envirnment of that house!

I thought of this, as i read of Temple grandin's book
where she designed the animal hallways for the moving
of cows from one place to another; what and how a cow

so, people...while children or adult autistics are NOT
cats....i feel there is a bit of Wisdom, here, that
could be used for us all humans!

---move into that brand new house with Autistic child? could go to a small length to make his/her
bedroom be JUST like the old bedroom in the house just
moved much as possible...maybe just a corner
of it: the old and same rugs...the bed, the
---autistic child at large family reuinions?
why have him sit at THE same spot at the table, in
THE same chair, with THE same plates and dishes...for
each and every large gathering at the dinner table
where there would be unfamiliar guests. If he thinks
in images, like many autistics do, that dinning room
will be seen in the exact same image for each and
every meal, if he sits in the same spot with the same
dishes. Maybe, then, he will have enough "safe spot"
feelings...that he will be able to handle and enjoy
family gatherings, much much better.
---autistic child to the dentist for ten appointments?
Have her wear the same clothes for each visit!
---YOU, the autistic adult: go the "maxi-mart" to buy
Go direct with your cart to the EXACT same quiet
corner of this hormongiously large and buzzing place,
without paying attention to ANYTHING else. then, as
you get your bearings, then use this spot to come back
to, after forays into the World of Groceries,
repeatedly, as needed!
---Eating out?
find a good seat...keep sitting there each time you
come back...
---vacation to a large strange city?
find a good hotel and make it you "cat
carrier"...arrive early, spend a few hours in it
before bed...then use it as a base while your explore
the city.
thus if you are tired or overwhemed, you can go back
and take a nap, in your 'safe spot"!
I have a small technique for talking to strangers
with, in light of this 'safe spot' idea. i ask them,
if i know that i will be talking to this person for
awhile, i ask them what they do for a living. thus
the person begins to do a lot of i now
know what type of image analogies to use with this
person, to use images and analogies that are like his
Job; like...I would use computer analogies to a
computer programmer, and plant metaphors to a farmer.

Actually, I think that an INNER "safe spot" can be
done for your child...or to yourself! Have your child
develop a constructive, healing, way to cope with
overloads of mind and teaching some
meditative visualization technique where one can
momentarily disengage from the maybe
of imaging of a CERTAIN picture image that represents
"calmness' of maybe a favorite spot in the
garden or by the lakeshore, some place that one has

well...maybe this "cat cage" story, can be applied to
some of us and our kids.....


seen on a bridge overpass, in Rochester, ny 1970

Freestone Wilson

how the tv warmed the Siamese cat!

the tv set warmed the Siamese!

hello everyone!

here is a small story to warm your day, with....
i find that there are SO so so many of these here
amazing occurrances, in life....well worth the
experiencing and rememberings of them...


when i was in high school, about 1958, there was the
usual living room tv set. my mother had a siamese cat,
it loved warm temperatures, being a siamese cat. in
upstate new york... where summer is often over BEFORE
labor day...warmth is a precious thing.
this cat discoved the evening television. i mean
the warmth of the top of it, after it had been on for
a while. in those days, TUBES were used , about 30
tubes per tv. they would burn out at least once
perweek it seemed, in those days tubes did not last,
the tv repairman was a usual fixture in the
so about 7pm, the siamese cat would Hold Court atop
the tv, absorbing the heat like a siamese cat should!
once in a while it would discover the motion of the
actors on the screen, below, and would reach down and
try to swat or catch the moving images!
one day, i the middle of september, when the first
fall cold mornings had arrived, i was getting ready to
go out of the door to the 7;30 am bus that would pull
up on the road. the furnace was not yet on, as the
coal furnace was SO hard to get lighted, thus the
temperature was about 50 degrees in the house. so as
i was putting on my coat, i heard a PITIFULL meow
sound coming from the living room. i went into the
room to see the siamese cat pacing around and around
on top of the tv set! it was very agitated!!
----as if it were asking..."where is the warmth when
i need it the most?! this tv has ALWAYS given to me
the warmth that i need...WHERE oh where is it, i need

i turned the tv on, just as i left for the day. warm a siamese.
probably left on all warm a siamese.
not its purpose, this tv...but it did its second job,
to warm a siamese cat!


a lot of life, i find, is like of that!
something has a Primary purpose....but often there are
Secondary porpuses too...often not in any way
connected to a "common sense" use of this something!


seen on a bridge overpass, in Rochester, ny 1970

Freestone Wilson

seen on a bridge overpass, in Rochester, ny 1970

Freestone Wilson

how I would improve our kid's schools!

how i would change the schools

how I would change the schools to make them a better
place for our kids to learn in!

--- XXX wrote......
> School 'on edge' over violence
> United Press International - May
25, 2000 08:50

yes, XXX...and others....i was
thinking out loud to
someone the other day about our
schools. I told this
person what i would do for our
nation's schools to
make them a better place for our
children to learn in
and to live in, as they spend three
to nine hours a
day there during the week. IF i had
some God-like
power to actually do this!
i would not approach the political
or the cirriculum
changes, as yet, at first; i would
start with the
PHYSICAL changes as i feel that most
of children's
influences begin WITH the physical
envirnments that
they live in.

so here is what sweeping changes that
i would do, the K through 12th grades,
for all our
----make each and every classroom
have windows on at
least one side of the classroom that
more or less are
the whole side of the wall, from
floor to ceiling!
in my old Interlaken central school
built in
1936...there were these windows in
every room.
And have them openable too!! they
should open WIDE to
let as much natural air in as
possible, when the
outdoor temperature is good for this.
there are SO so so many schools
today where there is
not a single window in many of the
---air conditioning as needed, but
not too cold...and
be sure there are no mold spores in
this forced air
---NO floresent light tubes AT ALL!!
have natural
light from the windows and use
regular light bulbs for
the fixures and be sure that there is
not a single
floresent light in the whole school!
---No insecticides at all in any
---be sure that there are no "hums"
or "buzzings" from
motors and electrical things that
fill the air with
bacground irratating sounds!
---use "soft" cleansers and floor
cleaners that will
not irratate the tender mucus
membrenes of children
and aggrivate asthma and allergies.
---be sure to have RECESS...let the K
through 4th
graders, and beyond, have LOTS of run
time outdoors to
use their bodies in activities.
---i read the criticisms of letting
MacDonalds into
the schools to substitute for the
school lunch
BUT! from what i also read...often
that would be a
MAJOR nutitional ADVANCE over the
crud that often
passes for a school lunch program!!
thus....folks...I would suggest that
the food that is
served to our children should be of
the Very best
Quality...and "homemade' on the
premises, by living


ya cant walk very good if your shoes
are not good!
gotta start at the FOUNDATION
first...the physical
world! gotta have that barn built
first, of the
physical foundation, before a weather
vane of
Idealistic ciriculums and Advanced
teachings Methods
are installed in our schools!!
in practicality..who is gonna learn
much if the food
is rotten, the air is stale...the
light only comes
from floresants that buzz...and the
air smells of
pesticides and mold!!

betcha the behavor problems would go
down 60% at
least...if these actions were taken,
betcha the attention deficet
hyperactivity problems
would deminish!

[i think that i actually read
somewhere that in one
school they compared the natural
light classrooms with
another school's that had artifical
light...and the
test scores were 30% higher!!]

If the needs of the physical world
are not met first,
i feel, then anything else will tend
to fail, as the
foundation of our being is there.
....houses built upon sand tend to
come apart!!



advice to someone with an Autistic son

advice to parent with autistic boy


Someone from some newsgroup...asked me a question
about their young son who had just been diagnosed with
some type of the spectrum of Autism.
they asked....
> as we go into teen years is there any words of
> wisdom that you might have for his father or myself?
i was a bit taken aback to,one...i never
married or had kids...and two...i am not a counselor
by profession. i am only a person with a bit of HLF
or aspers autism!

but i said something....
and got into it.
i might as well share what i wrote, to you all...maybe
there even might be some help given!

with that goes!!

my....what words of wisdom can i give in one minute or

actually, i can give some general advice...

[to give to me reinforcements to write MORE than a one
minute reply...i will write this out to a larger
audience and then remove your personal references and
then post it to a few autistic groups...]

I can IMAGINE the steps of Discovery!

first, your son was seen to be "different".

then there was the taking him to see the experts and
then the diagnosis comes.

there IS Relief...the Demon IS named; there is now a
label that you have that is a kind of handle for his
Of course, your concern has been allevieated; but it
also has grown.....WHAT OF HIS FUTURE?! how can we
help him to be able to live?!

then you go through those "several steps of mourning"
--grievings...sadness...anger...then Healing!!

I sorta see this boy in front of me. he has a label
to his condition.
however...the label "house" refers to a building that
one lives in; that one word "house" covers about
ten-thousand kinds of dwellings!!
thus "aspergers" or "high level funtioning
autism" a label that will cover MANY kids of
brain conditions.

simply put...the "trick" of helping the to
MAXIMIZE the Talant-aspect of his symptons, and to
MINIMIZE the "negative" aspects of his conditions...

as in like of this:
some A people think mostly in image of
me. perhaps there is a career, like graphic arts,
that would be a natural for this person. if the mind
is good, a high IQ...perhaps the computer programing
field will do...look at Bill Gates!! i read that some
people think that he has HL Autism!!
yes, accentuarate his Strengths, whatever they are,
as each Autistic person will have a different symptom
spectrum. thus...go find out what his strengths are,
though offical testings or by just observing of him!

either by his changing of his envirnments...or by of
a changing of his attitudes...he can minimize the
impact of the "negitive" aspects of autistic symptoms.
if loud noise bother...he can avoid or wear earplugs!
He can put himself in social areas where only one
thing will clamor for his attention at a time.
teaching him some of the social graces and the
language of person to person non-verbal language...may
help, as he might have to LEARN counsciuosly what we
all[you all!] take for granted, and know from birth
often one can only do or think one thing at a time,
like me....and have a very short term memory.
this person should not be a waiter in a resturant!!
try to make his childhood sheltered in some ways to
keep the stress of copings down. then teach him to be
able to do that for himself: an
example......[speaking for myself] image-only
thinker may find that
there should be ONE physical area of his home [maybe
his room] where there should not be ANY change in the
room arrangements over time, down to the MINUTIST
small piece of paper! that outer room will be a
butterfly-wing mirror of his inner image of that
room----changing the outer room will cause a great
conflict within him as now the outer image is in
conflict with his inner image...of that room!! this
room area will be his "security blanket" whenever he
is stressed...he can go there for shelter, if he is
overcome by something in the house, for a few minutes. son may have sensory overloads...he may hear
sounds that you may not notice...he may put those
hands over his ears, at a noise that you may think is
a soft sound!

so...above not "put him down", or tell him
that "he should come around", or that "you can tough
it out, a real man should not be bothered by THAT"!!
for in the example above...if he contorts with pain,
holding his hands over his ears, at the sound of ICE
falling into a glass, as if he were being ATTACKED by
a hand grenade...why,
he *IS*!!
for HIM, as severe as that, really really!!
...that sound may be that overwhelming to him on a
real physical level!!
thus, well-meaning people who criticise him for being
so "sensitive"...that may well hurt his self esteem!
would YOU not feel good about yourself if you grew up
in a color-blind family where only you could see
orange and all the other members of the family could
not and they teased you without remorse about your
wierd talant!! not let the "doctor-speak" overwhelm you.
some of those so called experts may know next to
nothing, really!
be carefull about drugs...if they help, there is
always the side effects to aware
that he WOULD be more sensitive to the effects and the
side effects of drugs!

and keep connected , above all, to these here SUPPORT
GROUPS!! get HIM to be a part of them too...if he is
computer funtional. why on is a
list for autistic college students!....

my final but most important advice may be.....
the REAL experts in this...are the parents who have
been there, before you, several years ago...who now
have 15 year old...18 year old..children who have
autism. they have been there and done that...and they
may have very very good advice and counsul for you
with a younger child, as they have been though all of
what you are NOW going through!
THEY are the ones that you should get to read about
and to know and to get advice from!!

sigh...i am not a Talanted Therapist...and i think
associational only...thus my suggestions are only
hit and miss general suggesstions...i am sorry but my
own way of thinkings get in my way...but i hope that
my sugesstions may help a bit!